a scent drifted from far decend onto me. a calming, soothing sense of drug to the nose which thrown what's encumbered within men.

the curiosity in me grew stronger and stronger as i consumed that faint smell from far.

i let go of my baggage and every inch of my muscles began to work as i raced towards the mystical wonderland ahead.

the world i was living in, finally turned brighter, as more and more bright unknown particles started to sip into the darkness.

when i could finally set my eyes on the gate that leads to the home of that scent, i realized i was surrounded by a warm kind atmpsphere, tantamount to a passionate hug in a lonely cold storm.

the birds, the sun, the grass and the wind i saw, it was nothing like i had experienced outside that premise

as the vision of the gate grew clearer, i started to become more emotional by each second.

emotional because of the years of solitary and the yearning for company.

finally, i reached the gate and my tears were already flowing out like a
avalanche.


the gate swing opened with my force.

i bent down with my hands on my knee , panting, and my eyes , set on the green soft grass patch.

the happiness within erupted like a fury volcano and i rejoiced, '' i am finally not alone...''

i straighten my back so as to satisfy the desire of my eyes, lusting to witness the beautiful land in whole


but the arc on my face gradually decend , reaching a downward curve and ended with a wide opening, showing part of my teeth.

if tears has a different color to represent different emotion. my tears just went from a bright colored spectrum to a dull depressing blue again.


the world that i thought it was my all, turned out to be a big phony that hurts me so excruciatingly.

that world was called love.