my life.....

these few days really heppened alot thingS i reallly dunno wat 2 do....
n yesterday(24 october 07) i blow up my temper in class....i broke down on da day...first my result....it is not even fair at all. i study veri veri hard but my friend did not even study n they get higher marks den me!!!!! n i still act n laugh n make a fun of myself like i am ok in front of them too..... n no one i can share my feelings too.......

my worst day ever(22October)

i had been a choir member for almost 4months but bfore i join choir i know da i am going 2 face alot of problems like break voice n singing veri bad.... n da, had happen yesterday.... yesterday we were practising our choir song 2 practise 4 our concert next month ... when we were practisng da time my choir instructer said da he heard some one in de group singing veri oddly n bad . da time i knew da de person is me...den de instucter called everyone 2 sing n 2 find who is de ''culprit'' despite knowing de truth of my breaking voice i still decided 2 sing 2 them n hope da de ''culprit'' is not me.....but things did not went well....da culprit was me!!! n de instruter called me not 2 sing during de actual day of de concert...i was totally broke down...i did not know wad 2 do ...i almost cried at da time....n i also got a feeling of dunno how am i goiing 2 face de other choir members too!!! i felt totally embarress n disappointed by myself.. i really wanted 2 die too!!! as these few days i had too many bad things happened to me i really dunno wat 2 do !!!! pls help me!!!!!!!!!!......................

boring life......

sigh....my life is so boring sia.....everyday jus go school come back ,eat,do homework and sleep only.....long time nver hang out with friends wonder how they are doing,isit like me veri troubled?. i recently done a veri daring thing with my friend, we perform on the stage sia guess wad we perform !?!

I AM LOADED WITH HW(HOMEWORK) !!!!!!

THIS POST I WROTE IN RED N BOLD IS BECAUSE THIS DAY I HAV SOO MANY HW(HOMEWORK)!!!!!I REALLY CANNOT COPE WITH IT SIA. IS LIKE FINALLY ONE IS DONE N ANOTHER ONE COME OUT AGAIN N AGAIN N AGAIN......I KNOW U THINK DA IS ALL RIGHT 2 HAV THIS KIND OF SITUATION BUT I JUS CANNOT COPE WITH IT......... HAIZZZZZ HOPE SOME ONE WILL TALK 2 ME N ENCOURAGE ME ..................

a list of problems...

It had been veri long since i wrote the blog....anyway my secondary life is still not bad SO FAR but lately i had known two of my veri best friend n they are really great!!! n these days i had a quarell with them.....n i dun know wad 2 do......(pls teach me) lately i started liking illusion 4 some reasons(who hav any cool illsion pic pls send 2 me)....n i hav another porblem..... n that is i became more n more slack le ..... sometimes i 4got 2 do my homework n got punish by my teacher i got so bad as i am the moniter ...... pls tell me how!!!!!!