LIFE.

No ups and downs and it won't be called life.
I need my kaikai boy. Dogs are really such thereaputic creatures. Cuddles, sniffs and plops beside you.

MEE MAAAI TIME

Tumblring at a cafe alone after work. Feeling half moody half donch-know-what-I-should-do that kinda feeling. Because my plans are thwarted! Seriously dislike change of plans now. Set tmr as the deadline to submit my report and logbook to my prof when he comes for the second visit. But deeeennnn. My dumb report has a missing formula that went missing when it was printed. Now I can't bind my report, and tmr I can't submit.
Thank goodness I came over here to check through my report before binding it. ARRGGGGGGG. Thanks for my complacency. Not checking othe entire afternoon and offered to help
My friends do their work.
And I can't have the feeling of liberation until after that week! AND I GOTTA HEAD BACK TO ULU NTU just to submit this! Damn!
Don't feel like going home. Not sure why. Sick of the usual routines I guess. Shuttling between tuition at gombak and bedok home or going out with Keneh. Want some chill time on my own to organize my thoughts, and think of what had happened so far on my life.
These past few months seems to passed really fast. Ia ending soon, holiday gonna pass and end. And my final year is here to come. Getting into a relationship and all. How everyone wish they were in one, and when it happens, it just feel as normal as u didn't expect it to be. Much time and effort is needed to get to know the person well. Get to know what are our common expectations and all. Those sweet and normal moments. Seems foreign at first. But I just it just took a little getting-used to.
Thank god for my good adaptability skills.
Argh. Still staring at the dumb report in front of me. Whether I should heck and cut and paste the formula in tmr n hit my own deadline? But my conscience and self expectations doesn't seem to allow me to do it. Shit the perfectionist in me! Rarr!!

*continue blasting my music and tumblr my evening away!*

WE ARE HAPPY FAMILY!

had a short family staycation at Festive Hotel, RWS with sis fam, mom and keneh. the whole place seems so foreign and relaxing though we are still in sg! kudos to achieving that effect! celebrated mom's bday there with a dinner, and headover to hard rock cafe as the night is still young. as usual, kynan is the centre of attention, and maybe pj got some of the attention with some of his tipsy antics!

kynan and kayla really big nowww! been spending quite alot of time with them since im in IA. their innocence and nonsense can really create so much joy in your day, and of course make u feel like fainting cos you have no idea how to answer him. esp kynan teo!

 pretty girl girl! she's really cuddly and soft! (sounds like how i will describe kai but she's just so huggable!)

 some serious talk with him. mr big gor gor. 

 happy baby!

kynan teo! his proudest moment when he completed his favourite TRANSformer ride. kept correcting my pronunciation for "Transformers" kiddssss! but how he kept raving to his dad how optimus prime said he's a brave agent makes me laugh!

and of course, much thanks to my sisters and jie fus who made all these possible. this xiao mei here really enjoyed myself alot! Love my family to bittttsss! and can see how my old and greying dad enjoys sundays when our home is noisy and crowded. as compared to the weekday nights when he's so lonely at home with the greying kai.

IA gonna end soon. kinda feeling apprehensive. cos whats left is FYP, final year and i will be out in the workforce. not sure if im looking forward to it, but will just let nature takes its course! not even sure what i want to do in the future! and if i really wanna join MOE, then ive gotta endure another year of NIE? sure now?? i donch knowww!

Summer is...

finally changed a new skin. the old one is bleahh. with all the missing photos and all.

summer is... SERIOUSLY WARM!
having my normal doses of headaches when im stuck in a stuffy warm room. think its normal, so normal that i can still get things done and i guess im really made to live in singapore.
my dear girlie friends are all busy mugging for exams, and i really miss going out with the normal clique of friends. old habits die hard. and i really cant stand going out with new clique of friends cos its really tiring having to think of what to eat, what to do when we are out. pain in the ass and makes it even worst when everyone has different budget or more giam. but i guess this is like a normal process to having more friends? then i think i can make do with what i have(:

better chiong my ia report in office if i dont wish to bring it back to do! no more slacking or doing your routine stuff slowly! if not i have to chiong it when im home and cant hang out with the dear girls when their exams end!! planning in advance!

so far in place is a volunteering for a kids run with yours family:D dont need to have so much headache over which budget place for outing and can bond over quality time! wanna have our girls sleepover and mj session with pohpoh and kc. wanna go eat all the yummy food with those who are willing to pay for more!! went to eat saizeriya ristorante. sounds really damn atas some itallian restaurant. but the food sucks. maybe i ordered wrongly. but how can a plain pork bacon carbonara turns wrong i ask you. super bland and watery, and the service sucks and its noisy. i rather go to a normal fast food restaurant then go back there again. only plus point is that, i feel that the whole place looks like a diner dash place in our iphone games!:D oh yah, and the escargot taste pretty not bad. at least tasty enough. cant wait for korean food, jap buffet, thai food! all the yummy food with the yummy ppl:D think my taste buds spoilt rotten with all these food dates with them and my sisters:P but im not complaining! cos at least im not at all a mountain tortoise when im out dining.

looking forward to work tmr!!! cos im gonna chop chop start on the remaining parts of my IA report!! cant waitttt! and kinda sad that my IA is coming to an end. the people there is really nice and all. but i will def not go back there for perm job cos i cant stand having to wear pants for the next 3/4 of my life!!! i would rather be born a man, and not suffer the monthly cramps to wear pants! DUH! IA intern really good:D lots of free treats and the next one is at raffles marina for my dept lunch! heehee. good to be the youngest. be in the office and family:D overflowing love and i appreciate lots!

blog about my family staycation at rws soon!