POSITIVE VIBES

The worst thing about a marathon is when you've run half the distance, and all worn out and breathless. And yet you are struggling to finish the run, so that your effort from earlier on are not wasted.

somehow, im feeling like this these few days. 1st round of mid-terms are over, and now somewhat starting the new round mugging seems so tough. the inertia to do it seems so strong.

on a positive note, think i did pretty well in the first round of mid-terms so far(: above the average for both tests! hee. press on! and make this an awesome sem! and enjoy the deserving holidays that are planned out! yeahh! love how a demoralised post can turn out so chirpy and positive!

i <3 positive vibes! let them stay around me!

All's well ends well! i hope it meant for everything in life now(:

OF SMILES AND RAINBOWS

just 2 mid terms over. but why do i feel so tired? so relieved that another one had passed, but yet not motivated for the 3rd well. been rather lucky to have a really resourceful coursemate who managed to dig out some past year CAs and managed to help me a lil. and i find peer tutoring really good!

this semester seems to be my get-to-know-ATs sem! my tech comm project have 1 PRC, my peer tutor is 1 too! really amazed by them and how they work. think they're just really really intelligent. think my peer tutor is like less mugger than me, watches english sitcoms like HIMYM but his gpa is 4.9? mad insane i could say. how i wish i have half his smarty brains. the good thing about these tutors is that they simplify those knowledge that the PROF made it so complicated. though im learning quantum in a mixture of chinese and english, but at least i can picture it so much better! sooooo, kelly, u must be nicer to PRCs! hahahaa!! stop stereotyping! lol.

anyways, cannot be lazy anymoreeee!! 2 months to hols! hope our bali trip will be fine! pray hard. plate tectonics. please take a break from your tectonic dance! and stop causing more destruction on earth! bali and korea! cant wait for all these to be over. i must make it a well-deserved break and really work hard now!
gogogo!!

missed kynan boy last sunday, and ytd spent the whole night with him! so envious of him. with everything that we've wanted in the past. think thats what all parents do now, is to provide them with what we cant have in the past. esp those lego sets! last time we need to cry so hard to have just 1 box of plain looking lego blocks. and those little flowers in the box will look so attractive. how papa psycho us to drink barley water to get our tamagochi. hahaha. those funny memories. now.. in his lego set there's animals, helicopter, fire engines! wooww. how can i not be jealous! lol. lets him he will grow up to be a fine gentleman and not be spoilt! nevertheless, he's still as cheeky and lovable as he can be!

-love seeing those smiles, and i want more of them-

come what may.

i was taught to be thankful for whatever i have

i was also taught to not to be complacent, and always try for the best.

how conflicting things can me.

one thing that made it this way: MANKIND.

How amusing how we tried to improve our life, to only end up complicating it.

How amazing how a little dot in the ultrasound photo, can become a full grown kid/adult in years to come. (yesh jie, from your blog!)

How uncool, how i am going on and on, without knowing what i'm talking about.

think i just wanna get away from my notes, though i've not covered much of it! tests, deadlines, project meetings coming up. less sleep, more coffee, more tea, more stress!

come what may, test my limits. i've always got one mentality. its just how hardworking you are in uni, how sociable you're = how many seniors' notes/past CAs you can get, how distracted you are, how much time you are willing to part with the "life" that you've wanted and sink them into mugging. all these simply makes up your GPA. sucha easy theory right! doing it the right way is another thing.

my v funny/bimbotic elective lecturer, was like commenting how "meritocratic" we are. whenever the guest lecturer is speaking(non-examinable), we just dont pay attention. but once she start going through about the marking scheme and whats not, everyone is quiet and paying 101% attention. LKY must be so happy in training us to be a meritocratic nation. KUDOS!

teared while reading my bestie blog (plus your v v emo bg music!), how much she is undergoing, how much i've missed her, how much i've whined and complained, and overlooking how hard she is trying. Well, i believe things will be better for her soon!

dearest kc,

I've got through Council life(though not with v good results, hee),

you will get through your JCRC term too!((:

AJA AJA HWAITING, kc-sshi! <3