"Courage to speak up when you’re expected to remain silent
Magnanimity to remain silent when you want so much to speak up
It didn’t occur to me that
Courage & Magnanimity are Antonyms
Foolishness to speak up when you’re expected to remain silent
Cowardice to remain silent when you want so much to speak up
It didn’t occur to me that
Foolishness & Cowardice are also Antonyms"
Was blog hopping when i chance upon this on Elvin Ng's blog.
Amazes me how these 2 words seems so similar,
yet opposite in another sense.
i guess life is pretty much the same.
people always try to look for similarities across one another
to connect to the person,
to feel belonged.
yet in other sense,
we're still different.
you wont know what you're looking for.
cos you are always looking out for different things.
one moment, you may feel relieved that somethings never happen.
yet at other time,
you felt that you just let an opportunity slipped by.
enough of things that i don really know where im going.
school getting tougher.
ive gotten myself into a ABP(Accelerated Bachelor Programme) group
simply speaking, my bell curve is competing against those gpa 4 and above.
welll donnnee KELLY.
not only that.
im added 2 electives,
so in total, i have like 22 AUs waiting for me to clear.
clear to me is to at least maintain my 3.5 gpa.
greeaaatttt!
i feel the burden mounting on my shoulders.
and i think i seriously need it,
before i start procrastinating my sem away.
1st week over.
no more fun for now.
serious and serious and more serious.
this is the only way that it can get!
ive been skipping a couple of pageant trainings and gatherings.
heehee.
but im not exactly putting it into good use.
there goes my social life for shows!
no kellyyy!!
calculate your own opportunity cost!!!
ive been hearing ppl getting attached,
be it my pageant ppl or other friends.
how sweet things may seem,
and when i hear about sustaining a relationship.
i realised how much effort is needed.
how much patience one needs to put in.
how bothersome it can get on top of your normal responsibilities.
this sucks
but people still want it.
how amazing human brain works...
-shall wait for more of murphy's law to happen to my life.
only when you're not looking for something, then it will come to you naturally.-
