Tuesday, September 29, 2009

term shopping!!!

back in my own hall today.
went for our long waited shopping trip!
dearest kc and i went down early in the morning
erm.. actually leaving her hall at 11am is considered early!
hehe, to ion orchard.
we went for Swensens at ion orchard
it was aawwweesoommee!
really pigging out at the ice cream and pies.
erm..
but the cakes weren't very fantastic.
ice cream was definitly the best!

made full use of our sugar rush at far east
when we really shopped till we dropped.
we werent very satisfied with the shopping there
and decided to proceed to Bugis instead.
both of us were already half dead
from the night's games, lack of sleep and the lack of proper food!
we still survived Bugis without sitting down to eat.
hahaha,
and we really spent alot.
like since we started school we've been cooped up in the pulau NTU.
retail therapy really works wonders=))
when we walked out of bugis street,
both of us were no longer talking.
from the absolute high-ness to the silence.
totally hilarious.
we were laughing over dinner about this.

after recharging with some overpriced and yucky food court food,
we rushed back to school for her hall event.
we continued with our movie on my itouch.
Made of Honour.
Relatively nice show,
erm.. romance plus chick flick??
but the show occupied us on friday on our way back to bedok
and today to and fro to town.
certainly makes our time fly!!
shall make full use of my itouch when im booted out of hall next year!
lol..

alrrighhhtt!!
finally a proper post=))
needa go back to my mugging after my bath.
back in my own room..
well oh wells,
either way i will still waste time.
aaarrgggg grrrrrrr..
oh shut up kelly!
-Tolerance and determination requires constant practice..-

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

KYNAN BOY!!!

my bro in law randomly nudge me to give me this link!

totally make me feel better X10000000 times!
see the pretty eyes!
it just make me melt..
too bad i missed the playtime with him last sunday=(((


XOXO!

HALLxv! my foot!

think everybody is so practical.
all around me.
you know someone because that person can help you in one way or another.
this is so hateful.
experiencing it myself.
so much of consoling my friend the previous week
and now im the one in her shoes.
life's a dread
cos of all the people around.

i think i should just not get involved in any more hall activities.
the more i hang around here the more depressing it gets.
seriously.
i betta get out of here before i scream and tear the roof down!

thought i could spare some time and have a nice dinner
to distract me from my irritating quizzes.
never did i know it will turn out irritating me more than my studies.
how bad can that be,
you guys must be thinking.
but never mind..
it's just affecting me alot.
simple things like this may not mean anything to other people.
but i meant how little i am to you guys.
it's just proving my point.
the MRT route from bedok to boon lay seems so much more attractive to me now.
shall go get my bath and stop thinking.
think this time alone is allowing all the feelings i kept inside to overflowww...
overflowwinnggg...

it's so much easier to have a dog as your friend. at least you know that he's always beside you listening to you. giving you all the attention you want in his world. kaiser!!! shall smuggle you to my hall someday! hahahaha!! as if! missing kaiser! feel like hugging him tightly to sleep and never be bothered about such nonsense.

-these are never worth the emotions. remember my half filled/half empty bottle...-

Sunday, September 20, 2009

highhh!

im still online!!!
so dead. 
having 2 quizzes on wednesday
and im so stuck on that single page.
computers are such a lousy invention!
hahahaa..
went online shopping!
one of the blogshop finally updated=)
whheee..
no more emo post for today.
hahaha.

blabbing away in my previous paragraph.
im supposed to be studying for my quizzes.
stayed in hall on friday night, 
and studied in kc's hall=)
until like 5am
but went supper,
BUT THEN...
tea ping only=)))
nice nice chat though.

went back on saturday night,
and i haven been studying since saturday!
had tuition from morning to afternoon.
dont know how i manage to waste so much time
but i still did it!
lol.
but slot in 1 hour of shopping in between=)
bought my purple itouch cover and a purple laptop sleeve!
yeahhh!!
purple and gay!
that's like my msn nick now,
and there's like more than 5 ppl asking me what it meant
what so difficult to get what it mean?
cant get it.
lol.

shall mug hard later at night!
aim to finish my material's science!
my lovely lil subject=)
before taking on my lovable elective, AIR QUALITY MANAGEMENT!
please choose your electives wisely in future=))
*note all the lovely and lovable words that i used!*
must love my subjects to have the patience for them=)
yeahh yeahh!
KELLY KELLY gogogo!!!!
shall form my own lil kelly cheearleading team!
who cheers kelly on whenever she's down.
and make her happy and high again=))

oh yah,
and i've decided to stop going for cheerleading.
since i dont think i would have the time to commit so much in future.
though i would love to.
think it's really an enjoyable sports.
all the stretching and stuffs.
and im slowly enjoying myself standing on another person!
and being more than 2m tall, 
walking around..!
furthermore, all the stretching certainly help to make me more flexible.
sigghss..
making myself more confused.
but no people around to really make me wanna stay
nor do i have much a choice with my piling up work!
yeahh,
since it's already decided!!!
so be it!
shall mentally prepare myself to go to and fro from bedok to boon lay in year 2!!

shall end here and get a bath and start working!!
gogogo kelly!!!

-people come and people go.. as easy as it can be..-


Thursday, September 17, 2009

me and my emotions

finally blogging after eons.
havent had the mood nor time to blog for the past few weeks.
time really flies.
how to catch more time when it doesnt allows me to.
shall not complain.
cos it wont be of any use.

yeah, week 6 is almost up.
left with 2 hours of lessons tmr.
this is the dont know how many thursday night i've burnt.
all my thursday night are dedicated to my beloved math.
im just getting stuck in whatever i'm doing.
and end up copying from the tutorial class the next day.
oh wells..
how much i love work as compared to school.
the grass is always greener on the other side=(

spent my entire day on math online lecture.
hopefully the tongue twister Limits chapter wil make more sense to me.
2pm to 3am.
total enthusiaism in mathematics.
how i wish effort = results..

*****

been pondering alot for the past week.
wondering why the older we get the less emotions we sense.
is it that we are numb to these emotions or is it that we're living a pace of life that is too fast that we can't stop and think about what is happening and what to feel? if i were to compare my life of emotions to a glass bottle of tears, i've got a feeling the bottle is dried up. no matter how much i think, i still cant get some things outta my head. let it be stuck inside and clog up my cute lil spongebob=( and my brain will not be as absorbent and cute as spongebob. at times, i seriously feel like running up to someone close and sob real hard in a tight hug. like a lil kid who just fell down on the concrete pavement. but i doubt i have that much tears left in me to have a good cry. kelly, life doesn't work that way.. grow up and accept it..

in the new phase of life, the transition, the adaptation, the more different faces i see, the more different sides of the many different faces the more complex my life gets. i just cant stop myself from thinking too much. my spongebob refuse to be inactivated. cant help it. more time spent with people around me, the more things i see about them. i could only accept it and regard it as whom they are. what i really want, i'm also unsure. fickle-minded kelly. shall TRY to continue to live in my world. my peaceful one. think this goal can only be accomplished when im in my lalaLAND. but im still glad i always have someone i can turn to. just hope the reliance on each other will never die off.. sound so les-sy.. but who cares! having a girlfriend to turn to as and when needed is really a heaven among the hell. whoever who said that uni is a breeze ought to be shot! so much of play and chiong at the end.. as if it works that way when we need to go back and listen to lectures again in our own time. nonsense. anyways, shall not get pissed over nothing. dont waste the little emotions i have=P

i smile at the thought of your presence
the many years of friendship we have
i know,
will be strong enough
to bring us through our difficult times
let's hold on there together, girly!

if i were to really set my ideal standards of a true friend, maybe i can count them in 1 hand??
reality is never equals to ideality.
kelly, just give up trying to make your ideas ideal..
*in the process of brainwashing... ...*

shall stay in hall over the friday night.
my own world on the mountain top!
ajar ajar hwaiting!!!


-Reliance. You will never get enough of it.-
jay chou "cai hong" keep ringing in my head... =((
i got a feeling..that the night gonna be a good night...whoo hooo..