stalker

kelly feeling irritated..

chill, chill..

but it doesnt seems to get into my head.

*did something not nice*

feeling damn mean now.

but anyways, who cares=P

*evil grin*

getting more into my hall life

with more time spent in hall. 

afternoons are the best time.

the time when im alone in the small quiet room.

need to get back on track fast!

dont wish to lag behind again.

had hall XV night cycling last friday night.

it was awesome!

get to talked to more people and mingled around.

knew more people and some people better=)

but the bad thing is that,

the butt hurts big time!

although it seems to be recovering pretty well..

learnt a new game,

the catching mice game!

interesting=))

UOC should have this game too..

shall be nice and share those photos in my cam.

realised there's alot accumulated inside.

UNknowingly.

but im lazy as well...! 

tatas,

shall get back to studying!!

keep the momentum going!!

WHHHEEEE!!!

whine and complain

my blog is almost dead.

cos the owner is almost dead too..

think i can finally sleep early for the first time.

it's like 12 midnight and im having 830 lecture tmr. 

sleeping at 12 is considered a good deal.

i seriously need my 8 hours of sleep 

if not i will be like a goldfish with it's puffy eyes at the end of the week.

my life is still full of routines as always.

wake up, prep, sch, training, bathe, wash clothes, play cards, sleep..

yada yada..

how exciting can it be man. 

entire day in school could be quite a chore. 

doing household stuff on my own is worse.

cant go to sleep in peace,

but must struggle to the toilet to fill up the flask for boiling water.

arrriisshhh...

school had been having a bazaar,

and ive been spending.

KELLLYYYY control!!!

i seriously need to be more independent

and stop following behind people's footsteps.

or at least follow the correct one.

not everyone is similar to me. 

Kelly, please remember this! 

sighhss..

i shant ponder over such stuff too much

just be straightforward and get over it.

yeahh,

my eyelids are on auto mode to shut it now..

tataaa!!!

hope i can survive my 3 lectures back to back.

and no boring or useless lecturers again!

seriously dont know why are we paying so much for AT and AN and some foreign land.

somebody whom we cant understand their accents.

imported talents aren't always that good.

how can i get that point across to the govt and school advisors.

why people bother paying their school fees, and just pon the lectures???

when it's the lecturers are the ones who cant speak up?

hope i continue keeping on this mindset.

and steer clear from the senior's influence!!!

shall keep my own mindset safe and sound...

-i learnt a new word, serendipity. i hope i does occurs..-

photoshoot

yesterday's photoshoot was a blast.
except the hard time removing the make up,
otherwise i think it's really a great experience.
we cam whored outside the studio while waiting for our turns
in HUNGER.
practically starving, surviving on my long john's brekkie
and the one slice of chococlate bread.
cos the make up was on,
so we arent exactly supposed to eat.

im on the Devil's side,
since it's Angels and Devil.
soooo..
my makeup was black and more BLACK eyeliner.
look totally wild with the extremely bombastic hair do.
my hair was like twice my head size??
sth along that line.
it's just humongous.
and i dont think i look like myself in some of the shots.
shall post up some of the more glam shots when i get them=)

was craving for xiao long bao throughout my entire starvation period..
but PS doesnt have it=(
and we really cant walk far..
hence we just made do with ajisan.
any food for hungry people taste heavenly!
after was another long walk for Rochor tau-whey.
it's tasty and smooth..
butttt..
i wouldnt walk so far for it!!!
and after that,
we've got to struggle with our filled stomach and lazy legs back to PS to get home!
how dreadful it can be.

today was more hours of heels training.
cracking the brain for more poses
and more fun.
looking at those shots we took.
1 day and we took 1000++ shots.
1Gig of photos??
call us the pro camwhore-rs man..!

tomorrow any tiring day of catwalk training.
and this time with a proper instructor.
just hope she doesnt bend our legs or break it
for the entire DAY!

*****

kaiser seems older..
he keep lying down flat whenever he go..
or has he always been like that??
not sure either..
bet he looks old cos of his shaggy fur!
hahahaa,
he becomes a lil tame lamb once all these fur are gone..!

school starting soon.
needa move into hall soon.
and i got no lappie yet!
hope i survive these days with no com!
my kpop craze is dying??
i dont know,
im too lazy to go soompi to see what is happening to my shinlang!
so sad..
just the tissue paper pouch in memory of him!
lol..
and hope my craze can last me till their concert in Sg!
it's so difficult to find someone who knows them.
so actually they aren't as popular as i thought they are???

adios
shall bathe and sleep early!
but still full with my mini sinful dinner!
it's just 2 yummy honey BBQ wings at 10PM!!!
shoot me in the head!

-if everything is just a pretense...-

pageant

honeydew honeydew..
now im munching on my countless pieces of honeydew.
hope it can give me back my original voice soon!
getting sick of the man voice already.

ive been painting my nails for the whole afternoon.
it's bloody red now.
DEVIL-ish murky red.
rrooaarrss..
anyways,
some updates on my life=)
went for the union camp and came back with 14 bruises
on both of sheen and arm.
tortured in the camp!!
nahh, actually gotten them from climbing up from the pool.
have games in a 2m deep pool!!
really enjoyed it!
cos got a life-jacket on and i feel totally safe for a non-swimmer!
lol..
the games were fun too.
BUUTTT
the sun was hateful!
im more tan now,
with a tank-top tan line from the entire day of sentosa.
rumble rumble..
too lazy to elaborate..

and yeahh,
was selected to represent my group in the UOC pageant.
it's rather big thing, i guess.
had a pageant preview during the Clubbing night
and need to catwalk with my partner, Pretty BOY!!!
hahahaa,
luckily no heels for me then.
and with no background in such things,
i didn't fall on the stage filled with steps and obstacles.
Clubbing night was as Butterfact.
the stage was horribly small and awkard shape!
and what ive gotten myself into,
is the whole month of trainings!
there's zillion hours of catwalk trainings.
had the 1st afternoon in a 4inches heels for 3 hours plus??
calf muscle aches soon after!
saturday is a full day training with the real instructor!
FULL DAY!!!
bless me man..
the perks of everything,
the experience=))
boosting my confidence level!!
my posture!
FREE Makeover and photoshoot!!
FREE dental screening,
FREE Manicure and Pedicure
and the many friendship forged..
yeahness, comes with free exhaustion and muscle aches!

that's why im doing my nails for,
tomorrow having my photoshoot.
had the dress fitting on monday and tuesday.
rather disappointed with the dresses available.
but too bad,
cant complain much.
and just have to think of more stuff to make up for the worst.

lalalalala,
gonna go out to get some stuff for tomorrow's photoshoot!
tatatata!!
im just not gonna think and expect too much!
anyone free on 22nd Aug saturday night,
Come get tickets from me and come on down to support me!
It's at Attica, 10BUCKS only!!!

-gee gee gee gee baby baby.. im so missing my Kpop crazy-ness!-