life and its cycle

exams are over,
hols are half gone,
new sem coming soon.
and the dreadful cycle is repeating soon.
why is life so repetitive?
i cant answer for that is just the meaning of life.

-when can i see my rainbow...?-

clubbb!!!

it's raining out there.
my nose is making it's own mini thunderstorm too.
my paper toss is improving so much then i can beat my itouch game score.

first uni exams are coming real soon.
1st sem is ending real soon.
1 more month to go.
today shall be the last saint day that i will have.
going clubbing with girlies later.
after which is just pure studying=)
love it when i understand the modules.
since it's something i chose,
shall do well in it.
but some mods are just plain irritating and absolutely GREEK to me.
physics is an apt example.
shall not complain and love it just as much.
remember bell shape curve!!
if you cant do it well others cant too!
hahahaa.. so cancel out=)
oh wells,
self motivating yeah=))

think im growing as the day pass.
not sure if it's just the stress and pressure for me to do so.
but think i will slowly lose the touch in communicating with friends of the same age.
at times i cant stand them
but as i grow out of the teenage years,
they will to in time to come.
so endureeee...!
uni life never make me seem like a teenager.
think ive stepped out of that mindset once i started sch.
i need some of my girl crazy moments back!
those small little things that can make my day.
as simple as that..
slowly and surely
i can find them=)
gotta go prep!
girly night out! <3
enjoy myself
and fill my enjoyment meter ttm
make it last for the entire month!!!

-i seek and ponder around...-

running and running!

think my eyelids are gonna sag like don know what in future.
whenever im tired i will just rub my eyes.
and i keep rubbing and rubbing
though it does no help to keep me awake.
BAD habit!

volunteered at Nike Human Race=)
satisfyingggg.. but tiring!
totally shagged, irritated and the list goes on..
but it's happy to motivates others=)
especially seeing the smiles on them after getting my cup of drink
FILLED with love and motivation=)
high man!
and they continued running and running...

ran X-campus too=)
happy happy=)


*****

why should you bother to put in so much effort when you'll be ignored

or forgotten even..

the fast pace of our lives doesnt allow us to spend so much time

wondering and pondering about things..

-i shall forbid myself in doing so...-

how i wish..

how i wish i can fall sick,

to get some guiltless sleep.

how i wish i can take a long ride to no where
and see the world go past me..

how i wish i can be less distracted.

how i wish i can see a rainbow once more...

how i wish how i wish,

how i wish i never was here...

-and it had just begun...i need to get back the momentum...-

my longest posttt!!!

whoohoo!!
boohooo!!
recess week coming to an end.
i've relaxed enough,
had enough gatherings.
now shall study hard and not lag behind anymore!
although i've hardly caught up with my work!
lol.
time is never enough for me.
im so easily distracted if not sleepy.
grrrrr..
i can do it i can do it!
must give myself the strength to psycho myself into accomplishing my to-do-list.
if not it will stretch longer and longer.

Here's my recess week in summary=)
most of the photos are up on FB!
im getting used to FB and it's intrusiveness!
Monday- Studying over at KC's hall. erm.. we ended up playing cards with hj and roomie at like 2am? but next day is our shopping day, so sleeping time still suffice!

Tuesday - SHOPPING DAYYY!!.. totally love that day. when we acted like we're tourists around singapore. giving us the chance to do all the unglam stuff. we went into Etude house at ion orchard with clean nails, and came out with colourful nails and even posed with a photo with Lee Min Ho [standee] hahahha.. were dead tired when i returned back to hall to mug mug muggg...

Wednesday - QING GONG YAN! woke up early to start studying, thereafter proceeded to CCK. was wearing all my shopping heist=) dress, accessories and bag even! think i will die when im moving back hall. it got more things than my real home i think! and my real room is messy enough alr! deadd-ed! Qing gong yan for pageant was nicceee.. after that was Time-Traveller's Wife. It's touching enough to make me cry. Thinking if i would want to know my future and when i will die, maybe i will choose yes? so that i can plan and make full use of my time, spending the calculated hours with my love ones. but... am i strong enough to live those hours strongly will be another matter. celebrated KB's bday too. and sometimes i hope my bday never come, with all the things they do to the bday boy. hahaha. maybe girls will be pampered instead of sabo-ed?? niccceee=))

Thursday - mug mug muggg the whole day until i went over to jiejie's place at night! BIL was really niceee.. came over to fetch me! save my time travelling on the uber long 199. hehee.. and the reward after the whole day of mugging was playing with kynan! he's super cute can! seriously grown up boy. seeing him doing his get-home routine. from washing his feet, hands, bathing and eating.. seems so well-disciplined! hahahaa. and UN-pampered! lol.. think school really does him good. and he can converse really well. understands us plus he will start his own conversation trying to get across what he meant=) jiejie and mh, you all did a good job man! maybe i haven seen his "DARK side" for a while=))) hahahaa.. and he camwhored with me! totally cute for a 2 year old! i will just do some poses and he help me take the photos. after that i will get my cam back and he will imitate me! nice way to get a lil kid to pose for you!

Friday - and my week slowly comes to an end.. more mugging before going home and tuition. my tutee's exam coming soon. and her foundation kinda weak.. although her newer chapters are fine.. let's see how she fare! and W6 had our yearly Mid Autumn Festival at the same O place. this year more tamed down, it's more of a chat under the moonlight. with less kids around and stuffs. yeahh, camwhored plus candles and all the secrets and highly sensitive questions! thanks to our blur meimei. "KBKBMW" our initials put together=)

and now.. it's back to studying! Physics CA on monday. shall called it CA instead of quiz. cos the quiz makes it sound so easy and not important when it actually is! Prof trying to con people again! shall work hard for the movie at the end of the day! going to watch movie with the girlies! late night saturday movieeee!!! whheeee!! kelly is self-high-ing again!

-Share the love. Spread the joy...-

ps: this kinda post is once in a million years! think this is so JK-ish. lol.. next time bah=))

term shopping!!!

back in my own hall today.
went for our long waited shopping trip!
dearest kc and i went down early in the morning
erm.. actually leaving her hall at 11am is considered early!
hehe, to ion orchard.
we went for Swensens at ion orchard
it was aawwweesoommee!
really pigging out at the ice cream and pies.
erm..
but the cakes weren't very fantastic.
ice cream was definitly the best!

made full use of our sugar rush at far east
when we really shopped till we dropped.
we werent very satisfied with the shopping there
and decided to proceed to Bugis instead.
both of us were already half dead
from the night's games, lack of sleep and the lack of proper food!
we still survived Bugis without sitting down to eat.
hahaha,
and we really spent alot.
like since we started school we've been cooped up in the pulau NTU.
retail therapy really works wonders=))
when we walked out of bugis street,
both of us were no longer talking.
from the absolute high-ness to the silence.
totally hilarious.
we were laughing over dinner about this.

after recharging with some overpriced and yucky food court food,
we rushed back to school for her hall event.
we continued with our movie on my itouch.
Made of Honour.
Relatively nice show,
erm.. romance plus chick flick??
but the show occupied us on friday on our way back to bedok
and today to and fro to town.
certainly makes our time fly!!
shall make full use of my itouch when im booted out of hall next year!
lol..

alrrighhhtt!!
finally a proper post=))
needa go back to my mugging after my bath.
back in my own room..
well oh wells,
either way i will still waste time.
aaarrgggg grrrrrrr..
oh shut up kelly!

-Tolerance and determination requires constant practice..-

KYNAN BOY!!!

my bro in law randomly nudge me to give me this link!

totally make me feel better X10000000 times!
see the pretty eyes!
it just make me melt..
too bad i missed the playtime with him last sunday=(((

XOXO!

HALLxv! my foot!

think everybody is so practical.
all around me.
you know someone because that person can help you in one way or another.
this is so hateful.
experiencing it myself.
so much of consoling my friend the previous week
and now im the one in her shoes.
life's a dread
cos of all the people around.

i think i should just not get involved in any more hall activities.
the more i hang around here the more depressing it gets.
seriously.
i betta get out of here before i scream and tear the roof down!

thought i could spare some time and have a nice dinner
to distract me from my irritating quizzes.
never did i know it will turn out irritating me more than my studies.
how bad can that be,
you guys must be thinking.
but never mind..
it's just affecting me alot.
simple things like this may not mean anything to other people.
but i meant how little i am to you guys.
it's just proving my point.
the MRT route from bedok to boon lay seems so much more attractive to me now.
shall go get my bath and stop thinking.
think this time alone is allowing all the feelings i kept inside to overflowww...
overflowwinnggg...

it's so much easier to have a dog as your friend. at least you know that he's always beside you listening to you. giving you all the attention you want in his world. kaiser!!! shall smuggle you to my hall someday! hahahaha!! as if! missing kaiser! feel like hugging him tightly to sleep and never be bothered about such nonsense.

-these are never worth the emotions. remember my half filled/half empty bottle...-

highhh!

im still online!!!

so dead. 

having 2 quizzes on wednesday

and im so stuck on that single page.

computers are such a lousy invention!

hahahaa..

went online shopping!

one of the blogshop finally updated=)

whheee..

no more emo post for today.

hahaha.

blabbing away in my previous paragraph.

im supposed to be studying for my quizzes.

stayed in hall on friday night, 

and studied in kc's hall=)

until like 5am

but went supper,

BUT THEN...

tea ping only=)))

nice nice chat though.

went back on saturday night,

and i haven been studying since saturday!

had tuition from morning to afternoon.

dont know how i manage to waste so much time

but i still did it!

lol.

but slot in 1 hour of shopping in between=)

bought my purple itouch cover and a purple laptop sleeve!

yeahhh!!

purple and gay!

that's like my msn nick now,

and there's like more than 5 ppl asking me what it meant

what so difficult to get what it mean?

cant get it.

lol.

shall mug hard later at night!

aim to finish my material's science!

my lovely lil subject=)

before taking on my lovable elective, AIR QUALITY MANAGEMENT!

please choose your electives wisely in future=))

*note all the lovely and lovable words that i used!*

must love my subjects to have the patience for them=)

yeahh yeahh!

KELLY KELLY gogogo!!!!

shall form my own lil kelly cheearleading team!

who cheers kelly on whenever she's down.

and make her happy and high again=))

oh yah,

and i've decided to stop going for cheerleading.

since i dont think i would have the time to commit so much in future.

though i would love to.

think it's really an enjoyable sports.

all the stretching and stuffs.

and im slowly enjoying myself standing on another person!

and being more than 2m tall, 

walking around..!

furthermore, all the stretching certainly help to make me more flexible.

sigghss..

making myself more confused.

but no people around to really make me wanna stay

nor do i have much a choice with my piling up work!

yeahh,

since it's already decided!!!

so be it!

shall mentally prepare myself to go to and fro from bedok to boon lay in year 2!!

shall end here and get a bath and start working!!

gogogo kelly!!!

-people come and people go.. as easy as it can be..-

me and my emotions

finally blogging after eons.
havent had the mood nor time to blog for the past few weeks.
time really flies.
how to catch more time when it doesnt allows me to.
shall not complain.
cos it wont be of any use.

yeah, week 6 is almost up.
left with 2 hours of lessons tmr.
this is the dont know how many thursday night i've burnt.
all my thursday night are dedicated to my beloved math.
im just getting stuck in whatever i'm doing.
and end up copying from the tutorial class the next day.
oh wells..
how much i love work as compared to school.
the grass is always greener on the other side=(
spent my entire day on math online lecture.
hopefully the tongue twister Limits chapter wil make more sense to me.
2pm to 3am.
total enthusiaism in mathematics.
how i wish effort = results..

*****

been pondering alot for the past week.
wondering why the older we get the less emotions we sense.
is it that we are numb to these emotions or is it that we're living a pace of life that is too fast that we can't stop and think about what is happening and what to feel? if i were to compare my life of emotions to a glass bottle of tears, i've got a feeling the bottle is dried up. no matter how much i think, i still cant get some things outta my head. let it be stuck inside and clog up my cute lil spongebob=( and my brain will not be as absorbent and cute as spongebob. at times, i seriously feel like running up to someone close and sob real hard in a tight hug. like a lil kid who just fell down on the concrete pavement. but i doubt i have that much tears left in me to have a good cry. kelly, life doesn't work that way.. grow up and accept it..

in the new phase of life, the transition, the adaptation, the more different faces i see, the more different sides of the many different faces the more complex my life gets. i just cant stop myself from thinking too much. my spongebob refuse to be inactivated. cant help it. more time spent with people around me, the more things i see about them. i could only accept it and regard it as whom they are. what i really want, i'm also unsure. fickle-minded kelly. shall TRY to continue to live in my world. my peaceful one. think this goal can only be accomplished when im in my lalaLAND. but im still glad i always have someone i can turn to. just hope the reliance on each other will never die off.. sound so les-sy.. but who cares! having a girlfriend to turn to as and when needed is really a heaven among the hell. whoever who said that uni is a breeze ought to be shot! so much of play and chiong at the end.. as if it works that way when we need to go back and listen to lectures again in our own time. nonsense. anyways, shall not get pissed over nothing. dont waste the little emotions i have=P

i smile at the thought of your presence
the many years of friendship we have
i know,
will be strong enough
to bring us through our difficult times
let's hold on there together, girly!

if i were to really set my ideal standards of a true friend, maybe i can count them in 1 hand??
reality is never equals to ideality.
kelly, just give up trying to make your ideas ideal..
*in the process of brainwashing... ...*

shall stay in hall over the friday night.
my own world on the mountain top!
ajar ajar hwaiting!!!

-Reliance. You will never get enough of it.-

jay chou "cai hong" keep ringing in my head... =((

i got a feeling..that the night gonna be a good night...whoo hooo..

stalker

kelly feeling irritated..

chill, chill..

but it doesnt seems to get into my head.

*did something not nice*

feeling damn mean now.

but anyways, who cares=P

*evil grin*

getting more into my hall life

with more time spent in hall. 

afternoons are the best time.

the time when im alone in the small quiet room.

need to get back on track fast!

dont wish to lag behind again.

had hall XV night cycling last friday night.

it was awesome!

get to talked to more people and mingled around.

knew more people and some people better=)

but the bad thing is that,

the butt hurts big time!

although it seems to be recovering pretty well..

learnt a new game,

the catching mice game!

interesting=))

UOC should have this game too..

shall be nice and share those photos in my cam.

realised there's alot accumulated inside.

UNknowingly.

but im lazy as well...! 

tatas,

shall get back to studying!!

keep the momentum going!!

WHHHEEEE!!!

whine and complain

my blog is almost dead.

cos the owner is almost dead too..

think i can finally sleep early for the first time.

it's like 12 midnight and im having 830 lecture tmr. 

sleeping at 12 is considered a good deal.

i seriously need my 8 hours of sleep 

if not i will be like a goldfish with it's puffy eyes at the end of the week.

my life is still full of routines as always.

wake up, prep, sch, training, bathe, wash clothes, play cards, sleep..

yada yada..

how exciting can it be man. 

entire day in school could be quite a chore. 

doing household stuff on my own is worse.

cant go to sleep in peace,

but must struggle to the toilet to fill up the flask for boiling water.

arrriisshhh...

school had been having a bazaar,

and ive been spending.

KELLLYYYY control!!!

i seriously need to be more independent

and stop following behind people's footsteps.

or at least follow the correct one.

not everyone is similar to me. 

Kelly, please remember this! 

sighhss..

i shant ponder over such stuff too much

just be straightforward and get over it.

yeahh,

my eyelids are on auto mode to shut it now..

tataaa!!!

hope i can survive my 3 lectures back to back.

and no boring or useless lecturers again!

seriously dont know why are we paying so much for AT and AN and some foreign land.

somebody whom we cant understand their accents.

imported talents aren't always that good.

how can i get that point across to the govt and school advisors.

why people bother paying their school fees, and just pon the lectures???

when it's the lecturers are the ones who cant speak up?

hope i continue keeping on this mindset.

and steer clear from the senior's influence!!!

shall keep my own mindset safe and sound...

-i learnt a new word, serendipity. i hope i does occurs..-

photoshoot

yesterday's photoshoot was a blast.
except the hard time removing the make up,
otherwise i think it's really a great experience.
we cam whored outside the studio while waiting for our turns
in HUNGER.
practically starving, surviving on my long john's brekkie
and the one slice of chococlate bread.
cos the make up was on,
so we arent exactly supposed to eat.

im on the Devil's side,
since it's Angels and Devil.
soooo..
my makeup was black and more BLACK eyeliner.
look totally wild with the extremely bombastic hair do.
my hair was like twice my head size??
sth along that line.
it's just humongous.
and i dont think i look like myself in some of the shots.
shall post up some of the more glam shots when i get them=)

was craving for xiao long bao throughout my entire starvation period..
but PS doesnt have it=(
and we really cant walk far..
hence we just made do with ajisan.
any food for hungry people taste heavenly!
after was another long walk for Rochor tau-whey.
it's tasty and smooth..
butttt..
i wouldnt walk so far for it!!!
and after that,
we've got to struggle with our filled stomach and lazy legs back to PS to get home!
how dreadful it can be.

today was more hours of heels training.
cracking the brain for more poses
and more fun.
looking at those shots we took.
1 day and we took 1000++ shots.
1Gig of photos??
call us the pro camwhore-rs man..!

tomorrow any tiring day of catwalk training.
and this time with a proper instructor.
just hope she doesnt bend our legs or break it
for the entire DAY!

*****

kaiser seems older..
he keep lying down flat whenever he go..
or has he always been like that??
not sure either..
bet he looks old cos of his shaggy fur!
hahahaa,
he becomes a lil tame lamb once all these fur are gone..!

school starting soon.
needa move into hall soon.
and i got no lappie yet!
hope i survive these days with no com!
my kpop craze is dying??
i dont know,
im too lazy to go soompi to see what is happening to my shinlang!
so sad..
just the tissue paper pouch in memory of him!
lol..
and hope my craze can last me till their concert in Sg!
it's so difficult to find someone who knows them.
so actually they aren't as popular as i thought they are???

adios
shall bathe and sleep early!
but still full with my mini sinful dinner!
it's just 2 yummy honey BBQ wings at 10PM!!!
shoot me in the head!

-if everything is just a pretense...-

pageant

honeydew honeydew..
now im munching on my countless pieces of honeydew.
hope it can give me back my original voice soon!
getting sick of the man voice already.

ive been painting my nails for the whole afternoon.
it's bloody red now.
DEVIL-ish murky red.
rrooaarrss..
anyways,
some updates on my life=)
went for the union camp and came back with 14 bruises
on both of sheen and arm.
tortured in the camp!!
nahh, actually gotten them from climbing up from the pool.
have games in a 2m deep pool!!
really enjoyed it!
cos got a life-jacket on and i feel totally safe for a non-swimmer!
lol..
the games were fun too.
BUUTTT
the sun was hateful!
im more tan now,
with a tank-top tan line from the entire day of sentosa.
rumble rumble..
too lazy to elaborate..

and yeahh,
was selected to represent my group in the UOC pageant.
it's rather big thing, i guess.
had a pageant preview during the Clubbing night
and need to catwalk with my partner, Pretty BOY!!!
hahahaa,
luckily no heels for me then.
and with no background in such things,
i didn't fall on the stage filled with steps and obstacles.
Clubbing night was as Butterfact.
the stage was horribly small and awkard shape!
and what ive gotten myself into,
is the whole month of trainings!
there's zillion hours of catwalk trainings.
had the 1st afternoon in a 4inches heels for 3 hours plus??
calf muscle aches soon after!
saturday is a full day training with the real instructor!
FULL DAY!!!
bless me man..
the perks of everything,
the experience=))
boosting my confidence level!!
my posture!
FREE Makeover and photoshoot!!
FREE dental screening,
FREE Manicure and Pedicure
and the many friendship forged..
yeahness, comes with free exhaustion and muscle aches!

that's why im doing my nails for,
tomorrow having my photoshoot.
had the dress fitting on monday and tuesday.
rather disappointed with the dresses available.
but too bad,
cant complain much.
and just have to think of more stuff to make up for the worst.

lalalalala,
gonna go out to get some stuff for tomorrow's photoshoot!
tatatata!!
im just not gonna think and expect too much!
anyone free on 22nd Aug saturday night,
Come get tickets from me and come on down to support me!
It's at Attica, 10BUCKS only!!!

-gee gee gee gee baby baby.. im so missing my Kpop crazy-ness!-

bbq prep day!

the photo post below shall be updated soon..!
went clubbing..
st james power house..
tadum tadum tadum..
fun fun..
been 2 months??
aftermath:
14 mozzies bites.
0.5 hour of sleep in macs.
2.5 hours sitting along orchard road.
ALL FOR YOU!!
shall reveal the name soon!

*****

today was chicken day! [old mama's term: chicken neh neh! sicko her!]
nah.. it's just BBQ-prep day.
but chicken has always been the main highlight since eons ago..
so 4 mighty girls [aka jojo, qiani, old mama=P]
STRUGGLED to wake up EARLY in the morning
to shop for the stuff and brought it over to my place to start the marinating TASK!
all of us were slightly late!
but they're really great to wake up so so early to do this second hated job of a bbq.
1st hated - initiating and mass relaying the council [only dumb and DUMBEREST people do so.]
2nd hated - sloughing my guts out at the semi-smelly supermarket when i can enjoy the comfort of my sweet dreams..=(
anyways,
shall stop being bitchy. [if you still cant sense my bitchy-ness then you are really innocent=)keep the innocence in you!]
nevertheless we still had fun with the stinky chicken water splattering all over us!
and it've been really lonnnggggg! since i last chatted and do these kind of things with my dearest GIRLS!
at least asking them questions about how HOW all those things can be done is better than cracking my useless head against the wall..
and yeahh!
all food are ready in the refrigerator=)
and im tossing and turning them whenever im free!
letting them to absorb every single ounce of the marinate=)
our mighty 4 secret recipe!
hope my mom won't squeal when she open the fridge!
oooppss! forgotten to take some photos!
forget it..

and now,
i shall go pom pom and order satay!
who knows where to get satay last minute!??!
tmr shall be DA DAY!
22 people supposed to come!
let's hope everybody's evening is 7pm!
and that they honour what they say...=)

-the tough never never gets going.. smile and laugh, and it's over...-

chalet planning

went for tuition as per normal.
ha ji man,
there's one unit at the opposite blk which caught fire.
the fire seems pretty serious.
since there's like 2 huge normal size engines, 1 small Rhino engine, police cars, ambulance.
im feeling pretty freaked out when i see so many emergency vehicles all in the mini-car park.
the only time i see so many such vehicles is in...
NDP fake emergency drill??!!
and the worst thing is,
there's hundreds and thousands of on-lookers!
and my normal pathway is blocked by the engines!
dannggg..
but all a sudden i have the urge to pray for them
not sure to which one, but i just prayed up into the sky..
the scene was horrifying
with the scent of the rubber in the air
and people running down the stairs..
hope i wont witness such incidents again.
think im pretty unlucky at such hopes=(

*****

went to ECP with poh POH!!
kekeke.. lobster pohpoh=)
anyways, she never fails to crack me up..
esp on our favourite topic and when im complaining all the nonsense im facing to her.
thanks girly!

sat on the breakwater..
cool!!!
ECP is totally cool on a Monday afternoon.
it's really called relaxation,
when there's so lil noise pollution
[BUT since when there's a lil kelong in the middle of the sea??? can any one enlighten me? im pretty disturbed by it.. cos i thought that is only in Pulau Ubin? such a spoiler of the scenary!!]
love the wind blowing past me,
the sound of the wind in my ears.
totally HEART it!

her iTouch is like totally loaded with the Korean variety show Xman!!
and i totally enjoy going gaga together even on the bus!
more and more temptations...!

and my tuition boy's mom gave me a burberry overnight bag.
really huge and good for camps!
yeahness! what a right timing=)
but its making me guilty that im not teaching him soon!
cos i need to stay in hostel..
if not i wouldnt want to give him up either.
since he's staying super near me.
and all the commitment i need is coming home for dinner on time at 7.
not very difficult to accomplish.
[hmm.. plus the blood i need to vomit from teaching him multiplication tables!]
hope i will be able to get a good replacement for him.
at least i prefer going there than my SK *****N family who's mom keep checking on me=(
[for more details, please check direcly with me=)]

anyways,
council chalet coming this sat.
hope im not screwed as much as possible..!
wonder how much shit ive gotten myself into!
this must be one of the reason why i always cant save up much!
donating my money to such things=((
grrrrs.. regrets doesnt help much now.
shall put in my best!
just hope at least people can keep to their promises??
or confirmation??

-the splash and whistling calms me down...-

dearest korean convo!

im so excited!
came back from tut and had a pleasant surprise=)
dearest WL and KC left a message for me on MSN..
and im finally putting my Korean lesson into good use!!
HAJIMAN,
i was too slow=( 20 mins slow.. and they went offline=(((
so disappointing..

here's the conversation: =))

wanling just sent you a nudge.

wanling says:
안녕!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wanling says:
오니!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wanling says:
어디에요????????????
wanling says:
빨이!!
wanling says:
안녕!!!!!!!!><

It says,
Annyeong
un-nii [older sis]

er di ye yo? [should be or di?? are you there? sth along the line..]
pa li!! [HURRY!!]
annyeong ><

eeeyyyerrrr..
super lousy trying to meet them online!!!
hhtttppptsss!
but so cool!
hahaha, got the pen pal feeling!
too bad i still need the table of vowels and alphabets to help me to read!
lol..

dearest girls!!!
email or msn me at more singapore timing okay..
if not i email you guys my schedule over here arh..
lol!

-high high.. im gonna for a night jog to shed some kilos off! 안녕-

ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

im feeling so depressed now
my two good good friends are away=(
far far away...
there goes my random mates whom i can call,
or pop by their house..
no more partner for my Brunch when i wake up hungrily=(
no more slacking around at their houses.
no more gaga-sessions over our Kpop idols.

im just being silly here!
lol..
KC-mama and wanling are both on their long long trip!
BON VOYAGE!
hope they enjoy themselves,
and take good care of one another as well!
let my fears be unfounded for=)
and hope they can get those CDs much more cheaper than i can in HMV Sg.
HMV are seriously extorting money from teenagers!
no wonder only tai tais buy from them those Korean CDs.
cos few teenagers can afford!
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ..

anyways, im supposed to help KC check out her Kobe Bryant flight to singapore!
yeah, he's coming to singapore.
maybe she can ton in sg airport to wait for him.
she wont have to miss her flight or anything.
and i wont feel so "gek" for her,
like how my sis missed ss501 in the so-little-people-transit-area at taipei last week!!
grrrrr...
so anyone with any news tell me kays..
cos im not exactly into this field of "research"
which KC is [multi-field]
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ..

nearly vomited blood teaching my p2 boy multiplication tables.
he's always wants to refer to the earlier exercises and copy,
when he can actually remember them already when i forced him to.
feel so much like screaming like him.
perhaps if he's my younger bro, i will do that.
sighhss..
kids nowadays...
and his dad just accepts that his lazy and always refusing to complete his homework..
why am i such a good girl last time??
i dont understand why i fear tuition so much
and always completing my hw
maybe cos it's my sis teaching,
and she can scream as and when she likes.
hahaha..
so...
moral of the story,
the best tuition teacher is still the older sibling!
lol..
so i should thank my jiejie for always making me cry in every single tuition lesson when im P2!!!
i totally cant instill this kind of fear in my P2 boy!
teaching kids nowadays are just so tough.
AND YAHH!!!
saw a secondary boy at a bus stop when im waiting for my bus a few days back.
there's a dust bin less than 10 steps away from him,
BUDDEN!!
the drink can on he's drinking from still ended up on the pavement
instead of the bin,
where he can easily throw it away when walking to board the bus!
WTH..!
im like...
what is schools teaching kids nowadays?
Moral Education?
Civics and Moral Education?
Common Sense??
OOOPS, ive forgotten that cant be taught...!
but anyways,
im just so shock how uneducated a SECONDARY school student can be
in terms of morals and consideration for others.

well, im writing whatever that comes to my mind.
got more sleepovers!
had one yesterday,
before KC mama left.
helped her with her packing of her 18KG lauggage
hahaha, such a failure on keeping it light!
and yeah! finally slept over after so long long time..
A's??
cant remember..
had fun with her gaga sessions..
she like introducing more Kpop groups to me..
nooooo...
Kelly, get a rein on yourself!
hahaha.. but im a lil tweeny tinnny little interested=)
since my ss501 forum ive already the most updated stage!
FINALLY!
after so many eons months!
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ..
feel so updated abt their news,
and satisfied with myself.
what plastic surgeries they suspected to have.. CHECKED!
debut.. CHECKED!
concerts.. CHECKED!
albums.. CHECKED!
fanmeetings.. CHECKED!
what they are doing now??... CHECKED!
heeheee.. not satisfied is what..?
im such a proud stalker!
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ...
[btw, ㅋ = "ke"]
hence, many ㅋ means kekekekekekeke.....
lol...
lets pray those pretty boys come to singapore really fast!
and when we're free to go gaga=))

yada yada yada,
tmr staying over at poh poh's!
plus getting my paycheck!
i missed out my paycheck at shokudo's.
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ..
more money!
im such a spendthrift=(
no good, Kelly...
need to save save save!
Japan trip at 21!
2 more years.
needa start saving to spend alot alot alot!
reminds me of bi bi status on FB,
"how i wish money can grow on trees and never stop growing"
and her friend replied, "wanna buy the seeds from me?'
LOL..
madness over money!!

my post is getting out of hand!
shall stop here,
and i shall promise my next post be a photo post!
so no post from me unless i upload my photos!
hahaha..
jw and may must be thinking "FINALLY"
lol..
both of them are the only ones bugging me
cos the rest alr accepted the fact and lost hope in getting photos from me!
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ...

ps: UNION camp!!! accept us both please...! UOC chu-sae-yo..

-i pray for the many many things to come true...-

gee gee gee gee baby baby

im so so hungry!!!
snacked like really little and no proper meal!
woohoo! success on cutting down!
NDP this year was great!
the duration dont seems that draggy as it seems to me in the past.
or maybe, i've learnt how to appreciate the show better?
anyways, bi and i was like going mad over the past national day songs and the fireworks.
and kynan monster was sleeping again during the fireworks!
fireworks and him just can go together.
im feeling so tired after that.
sticky, muscle aches, highly irritable.
but after the short nap on the bus,
im feeling so fully recharged now!

but anyway, shall go sleep soon!
feeling really hungry now.
but shant spoil my record!
if not it will be double guilt.
eating PLUS eating so early in the morning!
it's 3am btw!!!

and i go gee gee gee gee baby baby!
the song is so stuck in my head!
lol..
go see my FB profile.
and you can see those videos=)
YT dont allow me to upload it here=(
or is it that i dont know how to..
kekekeke..

PS: im feeling a lil high and gaga to sleep now..=( gee gee gee gee baby baby..!!

-our paths pass once and it shall be bygones thereafter...-

lalallalaa

okay.. im like wide awake after my tay-ping[ice milk tea] and it's 2am using my sis lousy lappy with her spoilt key pad. wonder how she msn all day long with this lao pok thing. I'm trying to type in proper sentences, hmm, english sentences. apparently, im not very successful with this. My english is seriously deterioting, with the fact that my managers always cant understand what im saying. plus i've also realised that my percentage of dialect and chinese is increasing in my daily conversation. grrrr.. shall speak more english, PROPER english soon!! remember one compre passage i did in JC, we must learn how to speak the proper english, before picking up the habit of slinglish. this is to ensure that at least we know how to switch back to the proper one when need be. NOTE that i wrote LEARNING english, and picking up the HABIT of slinglish. lol..and us adults are really a bad influence on kids. Kynan is picking up slinglish and dialect from our adult conversations really fast. he adds "already" to his end of his sentence.. goshh.. and the line coming out from his mouth seems so innocent! plus the dialect he's learning from ah ma's language.. add them up and it's really GG!

yeahhness! no lah, leh, loh for one paragraph! what a great accomplishment!! alrights, went for dinner CUM supper with pohPOH at blk 85. it's a place filled with sinful food! it's okay, this shall be my celebration for end of work=) trying to console myself only.. hahaha, nevertheless, we just ate, crapped and bitched! lol. our usual activitIES. at least i gotten myself someone to hang out with whenever i have no plans.. with kc-mama far far away...

what will you do if you happen to know that your idolS will come through the same clearance gate as you[because you see all their fans lining there] but you're rushing to catch your own flight? i think i will faint there first from having to make this decision!! perhaps i will just miss my flight and catch the next one.. this is what i will do when im still in my teenage, no obligations years! my sis just came home=( but it's cos she got work the next day.. so first and second criteria not met.. perhaps i will just meet no matter what, if not i will live in regret. how many times in your life you get such coincidence...? i used to think people being over-ly mad at all these idol NONSENSE. yeah,used to find it nonsensical to be mad about some people who dont even know who the hell are you. but now, i really beg to differ. drawing a line between going idol-crazy and obsession is important. as long as it doesnt affect my normal life, and it doesnt irritates that many people around me, it's fine=)

last day of work. think i will miss my temp buddy.. all her nonsense and com tricks! plus our office crap that we do when we should be working. im so proud of myself, i changed a camera shy girl to one who initiated to take a few selca shots in the toilet! shall upload my photos soon! and show you our hand made and self designed ADI-NIKE slippers.one and only pair sitting in IDA Mdev department=) missing those time chatting with her too, absence really make us appreaciate others better. friends we meet in work are really short term. 6 months are the limit, once you stop working, all is left is just some electronic communications and slowly it dwindles to none as everyone is busy with their own lives. think this is called the phases of life...

im like really typing non-stop cos im still wide awake=( tay-ping is a no no for supper.. so much of switching my body clock. hope i wont be late for tomorrow's shopping! shall sing my korean lullabies to sleep.. long time since i last sang them.. lalalaaa.. honing my 8 years of choir skills..

-lalalalala, ireonara raega nara raega lalalalalala-

PS: you may say im mad im crazy, but so be it. i'm still enjoying the previlege of the last teenage year to be idol-crazy..!

toodooo

goshh..
just realised i got alot to do for my uni stuff!
bank matters, photo taking, choosing of which FOC to go,
yada yada..
my mind is just preoccupied with what clothes i should wear when school starts!
since this is the first time we're not bounded to our boring uniforms=)
hahaa, okay not boring..
hmmm... sweet lil uniforms??
shall start off my to-do list soon!
and anyone knows where to get a small organiser for this year?
wouldn't mind those insurance kind..
cos im kinda lazy to continue drawing in my that under-used notebook of mine=P
always write on the day i drew the boxes.
thereafter,
the rest will be blanks!
daannnggg..
and my SGC!!!
still rotting away in MJ gerneral office!
lol..

looking forward to tomorrow's work!
shocking?
nahh not looking forward to the work ive got to complete,
but the temp girls went for zara sale! [during our 2 and a half hours LUNCH!]
heeheee.. [*innocent look*]
and we gotten ourselves similar tops in different colours.
it's those basic [dumb] tees
with words white, pink, green, blue.
the "WHITE" word on a blue tee,
"PINK" word on white tee,
yada yada..
and we've planned one of the shots we should do tmr!
of course im looking forward to it right!
lol.
the fun comes only when there's 2 days left!!
whaatt deee.....

toodle toodoo toodeeee daaa....im getting high day by day!
ps: im definitely not on drugs!

flea fly mosquito!

FLEA! FLEA! FLEA FLY MOSQUITO!!
woottss..
shopping on weekends=)
went to flea market with bi bi.
2nd visit to flea markets..
it's was... errr...
super messy.
this time was worse,
the place was so crowded and poorly ventilated.
but as usual,
no pain no gain.
managed to haggle and get some cheap stuff there=)
dress, bangles, clips!
everything under 30 bucks!
happy-NESS!
and now, im suffering from muscle aches on my feet and calves=(
the place was horrible to get to.
this is the first time i've ever seen such a long LONG flight of stairs in a secluded corner in town, near PS.
climbing it made me recall the time when we went climbing up the mountain in Korea=)
lol..

having trouble registering my new handphone online for the warranty.
and danngg..
i swear it's the problem of the website.
definitely not my lousy com skills!
it's just plain irritating how a website isnt functioning as it should be.
now i understand how the users of the portal im managing feels.
luckily i dont have to put my face on the portal.
if not, i will be condemned for all the mistakes i've done.. =(

KC-mama going off
and starting on her long longggg overseas trip.
cant get to see her after so long..
hope she enjoys herself well=)

*****

i've finished reading all the books i bought from the books SALES.
now my books are like rotting at home..
one book "where rainbow ends"
it's about how fate entwines with the lives of 2 best friends.
if you think you really understand someone,
perhaps think again.
maybe you are thinking too much about what she is thinking.
and things may not turn out that way.
but because you made it happen that way instead..
well,
i think im just thinking too much.
seriously.
so what if fate entwines our lives.
in the end,
if it meant to be,
it will just be a happily-ever-after ending,
be it 10, 20 or 30 years..
cheerios!