20072007,
a special day for many of us
our first event to show us to the school cohort
the satisfaction we get after the whole event
and all these wont be possible without the organising comm
WELL DONE PEEPS!!

something else took place too
that is for me myself..
as for today,
rest and slept really well,
sort of making up for the many hours of beauty sleep ive missed out in the week.
woke up by myself, without any alarms.
and the feel of it was wonderful.
after which was MTPS.
all the normal stuff was spoken of
and i manage to see for myself the exact marks for each subject.
and the sentence i will always remember,
"although you nearly made it, but you still did not.."
thanks man..
i shall spare you guys with all the nitty gritty other than that...
after which went to the hosp to visit a friend
and dinner plus short shopping..

i've made some resolutions,
and i shall stick to it.
i must do well in promos
cos i want to the organisers of the events and not the participants [sound familiar anyone??]
and not disappoint anyone.
shall make the best out of whatever is given to me and stop complaining about stuff
that is really sth i must learn..

-with the focus and determination, i can...-

life

my life simply revolves round the same thing school work especially.
here's few learning points i've made tis week and it had really made an impact on me.
firstly is about tolerance, during GP lesson.
the importance of tolerance as a virtue..
it is a virtue or is does it imply being indifferent as well?
secondly is the eagle story we've watched during compass lesson.
the need of a change although it may be painful.
perhaps this is the harsh reality of life,
i've been trying to accepting these changes as well as making those changes.
hopefully they are for the better.
and lastly is the "last leg of the journey", another ppt that my CT showed us.
from it there's a line that goes something like this: " the changes you make today will affect your tomorro"
it really makes sense to me...


i guess i've just got the soft spot for such stuff..
all these make me ponder over many stuff.
especially makes me think what type of person i am.
a determined person? person who keeps procrastinating and speaking bad about others? blah blah blah
i guess we really have to reflect upon ourselves and make changes for the better.

today, watched Harry Potter movie at the last minute.
and it is seriously last minute that we ran to the cinema,
running across suntec making me feel so stupid..
so much of giving a good impression as we are representing council.
the movie was as usual cut shorter by quite a fair bit, and some parts slightly changed..
but it's still interesting in it's own ways..

and i still feel bad..really sorry to the person who understands this.
in the end, dinner was just me and miao..
i've no one to blame except myself.

i've been having many different moods and emotions this week. .
not sure is it from too much of those thinking processes
or it's just me...

-i'm alright the way life has been recently, the bitterness amongst those sweetness...-

results and hopes

feeling whatever that i can.
emotions are running high..
thoughts going wild
i cant picture what i want.
just the taste of sweet success.

results are coming back
and they are not showing any of that.
the need to work hard is obvious
but i cant seem to get myself to started.

i need to concentrate!!!

-the feel of it, but i just don't know when...-

messy me

council life is starting in full swing..
had a 3 hour++ meeting early in the morning.
which really drain me off my energy.
and did something retarded after that.

went home to sleep after the long long journey.
and these beauty hours should be compensating for my mid yrs exams ones..
after which, shopping again!!

metro @ tamp was a battlezone.
i stepped into it and regretted.
everything is in a mess and the throngs of people didn't make it any better.
left there empty-handed.
but instead went to Gio Jr to get a tee.
the designs are so cute!

i dont think i can enjoy so much once the hols are over.
anyway these few days should be e-learning days..
but i dont seems to be doing the right thing.
after the hols, having more Teachers' Day and Prom stuff..!
and im missing the recce for prom!
DANG!

-many different emotions setting in, i feel like giving it up...-