Wednesday, June 20, 2007

scents

my day was a simple and peaceful one until the end of the day,
when something occured and made me have such a strong urge to blog about it right away..

i was roughly 15 minutes from home,
at the interchange.
jus as i was entering my queue,
a person with a EX~~treme~ly strong scent entered before me.
my nose started to become watery, INSTANTANEOUSLY.. [and for your info, i do not have a SINGLE piece of tissue paper!]
although i've already slowed down my steps
and left a big gap between us.
but my nose was already being very obedient,
for not sneezing.
after a few minutes, another one entered the queue beside me,
and had about the same smell
that really makes my nose itch and waters.
the bus for the queue beside finally came and off went one.
and the initial person in front of me wanted to leave at first,
but remained in the queue when she saw that the bus was nearly full.

DANG!
by then, my nose could no longer take it.
and began sneezing non-stop!
my bus finally came and i took a seat far far away for that person.
but still my nose cant stop
and i even had to ask a stranger auntie beside me to spare me a tissue.

Morale of the Story:
Firstly, to stay away from people with such NICE scents, since i know who usually have them.
Secondly, to bring more tissue paper next time in case of emergency like this.

this is not the first time my nose had been so sensitive.
stinky sweat smell makes me wants to puke while this type makes me wanna SNEEZE!
so, this 2 group of people, try to stay away from me...
thanks a million..

i'm getting onto the momentum of studying.
at the isolated corner in the school which miao and me had chanced upon.
but my attention span is still a problem.
half a day and i'm restless.

the ride home in solitude makes me ponder..
ponder over many different things
should i have the patience,
or will it really be the history repeating itself?
even if it is not a reality, hint me...


-thoughts are flowing, doubts are coming...-

Monday, June 18, 2007

the feel

been reminded by someone to blog.. so here i am blogging!

the past few days are the same boring ones.
studying hard for exams when my heart are at the malls with all the sales
been out for the overnight studying quite a couple of times,
but i cant seem to cramp all the info into the pathetic brain of mine.
and i admit that i wanted to give up many times.
and till now, i'm seeing no point in studying so hard..

longing for more of the lil chats we had.
it held a lot of meaning for me.
but i'm still lost as to trust or not to..
the hopes went high and down they come again...
please give me some clues...

i've missed kEE cHEN and the rest!
KC is now in Penang having a whale of time.
and me here studying.
i MISSED her!!!
the joy, laughter and tears we shared will never be forgotten!
you are deeply missed, KEECHEN!!!

-studying hard equals to bright future or sweet escapade...

Wednesday, June 13, 2007

state of confusion

it had nearly been a month from my last blog, so, apologies peeps!

Progression into the JC life is happening very quickly.
with the many things going on,
time really flies.
Progress with friends are also going on fine.
now is nothing but Mid Years in everyone's mind..

Mugging is so irritating.
i cant stand the boring days studying through chapters,
which i had trouble understanding.
although the days are counting down,
the preparedness to fail is calming me down so much,
that i do not have the stress nor the motivitation to work hard.
no goals, no competition,
NO DIRECTION!

the many things going through my brains are making it worst.
-.State of Confusion. confused of what i really want...