a tribute

leaving makes people sad,
no matter if you are close or not.
yes, absence does makes one's heart fonder.

tuned to the radio previous night,
heard it is her last show tis morning.
so waking up early in the morn,
to catch her for the last time.

her words and tones always makes one yearn for more.
did not really go and appreciate it in the past,
and now regreting for more.

well, we cant help it but can make do with it.
just wish you all the best for the change.
Will miss the programme tat you always hosted!

-changes are for the better...-

Kim Jeong Hoon

today went bugis with sis and mom,
though for a while, but the short retail therapy is real enjoyable.
Definitely, cos' i'm comparing it to mugging for O's..=)
adding to the joy, i heard half a song sung by Kim Jeong Hoon.
though just half, but it is enough to melt me.
but i did not buy it! many many reasons..
never mind, i will check it out some other places. =P

enough of crap, going back to GOONG!

-it will be over soon, yes it will be...-

1 down

1 down.
and it's only Biology prac.
and there is more to come...
working hard for it
and may i excel in it.

-may my wishes come through, for all of you too...-

countdown

take a look at the time and it is 3.44am in the wee hours of the morning.
Well, i slept from 2100 to 2300, thus being wide awake right now.
Had a bad cramp in my left calf during my so-called nap,
and it still hurts a lil till now.. no idea why.
btw, there is something real wierd..
Im only wide-awake when I'm in front of the computer screen,
and toh~tally sleepy when I'm doing papers.
think they are just lullabies to me, despite them not singing anything.
Guess this is then called "power".. =D

Study leave is starting soon,
but tomorrow is marking day..
that is why i can still be here..
tomorrow, am going to MJC openhouse,
guess i will enter there after intense consideration
well, choices are limited.
Just provide me the will to endure through this crisis period...

Thoughts for last week;
now sorta undergoing a real pittest-pit-period.
days are lousy, moods as well.
many many different things takes place,
but i have not a single idea why it is happening.
tears brimming when im reading.
it is just too sad to be accepted,
that we are just nothing next to dust..

And for tis week;
someone asked, what in my purpose in life?
i pondered for a while and wondered..
we struggled and hung on,
and all is just for what?
still find no answer to the question.
and just concluded that it is for a better tomorrow.

Some rough countdown;
`4 days to start of practicals.
`3 weeks to start of papers
`5 weeks to completion of papers
`6 weeks to crazy time
`7 weeks and im flying!!!
i only like the last part.. well, who doesn't...

-things will be over before you know it.. and it's great that way..-

beginning of a new ending

a special dedication to none other than YOU:
trying to change myself into a better person
just for you.
but you seem to be doing for the other you

trying hard but
with no success.

will perservere.
provided you don't take me for granted.

not making any complaints
doesn't mean I'm happy.

I just do not wish to
burden you with my woes.
although sometimes i did.

I'm here for what I am
be thankful.
yes, its you.

-give me the chance, real friends do...-