a sunday

well.. todae was pretty okay.. woke up early jus to see wat is the ingredients required for the making of tang yuan for our chinese pro. mum wanted to buy for sis wedding, so i went with her so that will know wat to buy when doing project.. so thoughtful of me yeah. den came home and did some house cleaning.. scrubbed and washed the kitchen floor for abt one hour and then bathed and got ready for our project meeting.

we were supposed to meet 1300 at bedok inter alighting pt.. well, haoyan, alvin and gerald all forgot and we had to call them and wait for them.. wat a nice start rite.. den the rest went pretty well though.. we went to the library in search for some information, but could not find any.. when we left the lib, hao yan was with us already.[funny thing is that at that time, all 5 of us were wearing all black tops although we did not say anything before hand.] then went back to the alighting pt to look for gerald seeing if he is also wearing a black one, but saw him with a pure white tee instead.. kc and me then had our lunch while waiting for alvin at the hawker centre.. he came after we finished eating, and we went to the desserts stall to order tang yuan.. the uncle was friendly..and give us great help.. after which we went to eat the hot and cold desserts in another stall.. and tis time we were not so fortunate.. almost all the dessert that we bought from that particular stall did not taste as wat we had expected. it is like a little tasteless or wierd tastes. now i noe why my family trusts and always buy from hollywood.. it is really nice..

after eating and taking many many photos, we went to fairprice to buy the ingredients. bought them and went to burger king to discuss the dates for our projects. there were no available seats, so we went to the library suggested by kc. we went to the third storey which we thought we could have more freedom in discuss and making noise.. But Noooooooooo[py's fave phrase..], it did not turn out as expected. we were fooling around and kc took out her cam wanting to take a photo of the beautiful planet scene, but a libraian saying that there are signages when we did not even see any single one, that we are not supposed to use cameras and that they will be confiscated. well.. after all those crap, she got nastier jus because bs joked with her, and her attitude turn from bad to worst and she threaten that she will report us to our sch if we continue being a fool in the library and that there are many cameras ard the lib, where we will all be closely scruntinised.. yeah we were SOOO scared that we left the lib, not wanting to create trouble. after tis experience.. im beginning to wonder why all libraians are so nasty and are they paid to chase ppl out of the library jus because they misbehaved. i know that the lib should be kept quiet, but do they have to threaten us, or issit they hate teenagers like so many other places.. well, i seriously have no idea wat stuff is in the brains of those ppl.. i had met not one but many other times abt ppl having problems with teenagers and not other ppl of another age group.. jus my luck i tink.. came home with nth to do, so slept till dinner and after dinner watched tv and continue sleeping. therefore im now past midnight and im still wide awake.. tink my body clock is going off timing.. [i finally gave u guys a break from my problems.. ]

(.") things happen for a reason, but i dont understand why is this thing happening.. (".)

burst open

todae out came everything.. quarreled, screamed and cried my heart out tis morning.. but felt so much better now.. cried myself to sleep after tat and slept until 3 plus during which im so pissed off by the so many phone calls.. then woke up with a hungry stomach and a splitting headache.. wat a bad day rite.. den went to visit my gran in ICU.. she's okay after another op. and hope tis will be de last.. 1st time cleaning dentures.. at first it seems very disgusting, but after rinsing many times, it is okie.. den went out for dinner with aunt, sis and mum.. dinner was quite nice and went home after tat...
well.. quite apologetic towards my sis for the sudden outburst of emotions.. though they were not totally innocent, but the extreme outburst is also due to other pressing problems.. jus have to one to break the whole thing, and thus end up screaming and crying at her.. quite an ugly sight though.. tink im quite foolish after giving it some thought.. now everything is back to normal... normal bad i mean.. but get on with life no matter wat.. okies.. tats all i got to say.. jus forgive me if i all a sudden give u a black face.. i apologise in advance.. there is too much things happening that im not sure what im doing some times.. so sorry.
(.") tks for the chat ytd, hao.. really appreciated.. really want future ones.. get well soon gran.. get it over! (".)

may e peace be with me

exams over.. everything seems empty, but still got some stuff freaking me out.. or issit me myself freaking myself. not sure either. jus cant get it clear why some teacher still need to go through some topics even it if straight after our BIG exams. it is like we still cant remember them when sch reopens next yr, so wats e pt. now troubled by some prob.. all is for the hols the.. need to make plannings and some is like the always problems. jus cant get them solved, so now kept being pestered by it... firstly is the choir camp.. not sure if they wanna have it.. but still need to think out some things for choir, which is like so slack... tink all our voices all going off tuned liao... next thing is the sleepover lor.. everybody not sure of their timing.. so how to get the days rite.. trying to get tat settled.. now is the most irritating prob.. been with it since before the exams.. so dun even noe the root of the prob, how to solve it.. yeah.... so THINK....! just crapping around... and tat is how i live... full of quarrels and bickers.. can i get used to them?? i dun tink so.. sch betta break as fast as possible.. kill everything!!!

yeah.. almost forgot to mention yi hao.. according to him, he say he is the nicest man on earth.. very bu yao lian hor.. haha.. ~i mention u liao ah.. u nv specify how i can mention u.. heehee...~
(,")may the peace be with me...(",)

taste of peace

it had been how long since my last entry? not sure either, but it really seems months, exams are so taxing.. and i had finally got the load off me! on thur did sth very rediculous... actually having meeting with PLs dey all, den end up cancelled.. which should be a good thing since we were planning to go out if not for the meeting.. with the meeting cancelled, we went to safra with the guys frm my class, inteding to bowl, as wat is said.. but still tis plan did not go well too. the bowling center got some tornament stuff going on, so decided to go to TM *yeah.. there again...*in fact is walk there.. we walk and run instead.. which is not really wat we expected and wanted.. we girls dunno the way very well, so have to depend on the tampiness kids, de guys, and they tink it is really fun to run, we jus chase after them, for dunno how far.. until we noe the way already, den went to TM ourselves while they went the other way.. which also meant we seperated lar.. lol. we went to the basement in search for stuff to fill our tummies.. i bought the 1A sadine puff, which is like scalded my tongue dunno how many times.. and they bought the fried chicken.. yi hao and solomon got some heart, and came down to the basement to find us while the other two creeps, stay upstairs giggling... *guys giggle as well... betta not mention their names if not i will be dead..* haha.... but we jus scarcastically said sth.. and they went up as well... well.. tis is how the afternoon of after exam went.. since no entertainment value at TM and CS, we called gao and asked him where is his hse, and went over.. you should try clearing ur hse up.. although it will take long.. den went to see how they guys play bb.. try hard man, kelvin.. tks for the lollipop and the drink too.. then went home and went to kimage to cut my hair.. dinner out too.. my hair... erm.. dunno how to describe it, it jus feel wierd.. see alreadi den u will noe..

fri is marking dae, so whole dae out.. went to kbox at marine parade, with abt the same ppl.. and sang like some crazy ppl out from IMH.. went into the building with the bright glistening sun and came out with the silent moon and stars in the skies.. went for dinner, which is like 7 ppl squeezing in a small rectangle hawker centre table.. pro rite.. but had a hilarious dinner.. had a embarrassing trip back top bedok on 197, with us making a whole lot of noises among the rest of the quiet ppl.. we were like all laming ard lor.. den reach inter and went home..

yeah.. todea sat... did nth much other than slacking.. 1st thing in the morn is alreadi bathing for kai.. den slept again and clear up my desk, and the battle area during the past few weeks.. the destructions took me a whole afternoon to clear... *bad destruction rite...* swept and mop the whole hse and then settled for a nice harry potter.. who knows my vcd player is so cranky in the hot afternoon, and kept replaying and playing.. i like saw abt 5 to 6 times harry and hagrid in the bank.. as well as harry at the wand shop... got fed up and after the 1st cd i gave up and went to on the com and carried on with my fan fic.. offed the com at ard 7 and ate dinner, den now seeing that the telly nth much to watch, back here typing tis ultra long blog.. 3 daes tog.. not much cut leh.. so nice of me to write so long rite, gao... haha

(,") everything is peaceful and may it remain like that... give me the pleasures...(",)