Trust In Dreams-

Thursday, August 14, 2008

Just when I was feeling down, my handphone rang. It was my friend who called from his camp. It came on the right time to stop the tears from flowing down. I was glad that it was a distraction from what I was thinking for the past few weeks. I hope that there is something to correct my life because it is in a huge mess now.

uni life has finally started for me.. It was quite sianz la.. lectures and tutorials all over again. reminds me of my jc days just that the ppl around me are different.

By the way, ntu has lots of stairs. Everyday, I just climb stairs and stairs to get to tutorial rooms and LTs. The funniest thing is the student affairs office is the highest building in ntu. I think they build it so high to prevent students from going there la.

I seriously have to get some sleep. Lacking of sleep these few days due to many things.

logged on @ 11:39 PM

Wednesday, July 09, 2008

After a few months of hiatus, I am finally back to blogging. haha. Sad to say, I am still working. haiz. I hope the company don't want me after this month. I am so sick of looking at the never ending error prone system. Moreover, the provider is quite frustrated by my never ending emails. It is not my fault la. I don't even like sending you people those emails la. I find myself so irritating and I hate it.

Anyway, I am back from orientation. It was quite fun and damn crazy. I knew lots of people ranging from year 1 to year 3. hehe. The hall which I stayed in for the 5 days was quite bad. Well.. at least it is still acceptable.

Girls' talk at starbucks today was so fun. It's been eons since we girls can sit down and chill, sharing our thoughts and predicting our future. I really hope our clique will stay bonded and strong even as we take different paths. I just have this bad feeling that we will go our own ways as we enter different courses and the guys will be far away from us serving the nation. Perhaps I am thinking too much. I hope so.

I am so looking forward to friday as it is fully packed with activities from singing K and bbqing. hehehehe.

logged on @ 10:48 PM

Sunday, March 23, 2008

It is all over.. months of deep thinking which is driving me crazy.. It all ended finally on a bad note.. I don't know how I should feel. Relieved because I don't have to worry whether we will quarrel the next minute anymore? Disappointed because 4 years of friendship just ended because of the word "shallow"? Perhaps all these should end earlier. My mind was in a blank when I saw the last sentence. How should I even react? I intend to clear things up before you enter ns, before you change into another person. well.. things didn't turn out well and I sort of expected it. When I saw your last sentence, I know that it is really time to let go of this friendship because nothing else can put things back the right way. Nothing.

logged on @ 3:29 AM

Friday, March 21, 2008

back from east coast! It was a fun day with the usual bunch of people. haha. After 10 years of not blading, I still manage to blade la.. just that I fell down 3 times. lol. Nevertheless, I still manage to enjoy myself la. Celebrated jian xin, yong huang and jun gang bdae in the evening at kallang. I ate alot for dinner lor. super bloated. hahaha.

the guys know their posting already. Some will be away for 3 weeks, some will be away for 2 weeks. haiz. another BMT-alike situation again.

My right arm is aching as I had to carry my blades to east coast and back from east coast. damn heavy la.

* Perhaps it is really true that the more I try to lie to myself that this will never happen, the more I see things/people related to this issue. Sometimes I really hope that after a long night of sleep, things will return back to normal and I wouldn't think so much anymore. I really don't want history to repeat itself. I don't think I can take another similar blow anymore *

logged on @ 11:21 PM

work yesterday was busy as usual, or even busier than normal days. The day starts with the preparation of agm docs. Just when i start to flip the pages of the financial statements, manager calls for me to solve bizcube problems. try hard to understand what the hell is wrong so that I can start to email the bizcube ppl. Back to agm docs. suddenly halfway through my typing of AGM documents, the phone rings and calls for me to go up to the 47th floor to solve bizcube problems encountered by one colleague. Manager wants me to help her take printer drum from 47th floor. hmm.. when I begin to solve the problems, another colleague comes and tell me another problem. Then, the phone rings and calls for me to find secretarial file on 47th floor for the 3rd floor ppl. well, 4 tasks at hand, multitasking begins. When I got back to 3rd floor, I see more financial statements on my desk. It means more AGM docs to do. sianz. Interruptions are everywhere. I have been going up and down for like god knows how many times trying to replace toner with drum (printer stuffs), return drum, collect/return FS and mails, even help the 47th floor ppl post mails. woahz. madness. ultra madness. Congrats to Felicia who will be taking over bizcube stuffs after I leave. Good Luck mann.

I managed to talk to wenqi about my personal stuffs during lunch. It just get worse after telling her. I don't know how long more can I avoid this issue.

Anyway, on the bright side of the day, I went shopping after work with kenneth, alvin and lea yee for presents. hahaha. hmm.. quite "exciting" to go out shopping with them today. Seriously, I think we should use the traffic lights to cross the road next time instead of risking our lives la. tsktsk! Luckily, I was wearing slippers la. If I wear heels, I will definitely have lots of blisters.

I am looking forward to roller blading and cycling outing later in the afternoon at East Coast! The only sad thing is most of the girls cannot make it tmr. Only 2 girls can make it in the afternoon. haiz. I can almost imagine what is going to happen tmr afternoon. the guys shall go damn fast and throw shu ting and me behind. lol.

arghh.. I spend money on clothes today again.

logged on @ 12:38 AM

Monday, February 25, 2008

Singapore Airshow was damn nice la! I like the cupid heart! it was so sweet! You don't get to see planes flying around in so many kinds of pattern. I saw A380 flying! It is so bulky la. I didn't get to see the exhibition because shu ting and I dread squeezing with the sea of people just to see some stationary planes. hahaha. Due to the sunny weather ytd, i got sunburnt on my chest and back!!

It is just the beginning of the week and I am feeling so sleepy. I am so looking forward to results day not because of my results but rather because I don't need to work on that day~~!

logged on @ 9:55 PM

Monday, February 18, 2008

I guess I was wrong. I thought I have got over it and dumped everything behind my mind. Yet, when I hear things about you from others, I learn that I was wrong. It still hurts big time. To think that I thought 1 month plus would be sufficient to cool down, I was so wrong.

logged on @ 10:51 PM