Emo.

I wish boyfriend & best friend are in the same school as me. I also want someone to take care of me and stand up for me. Now I feel that Im all alone. Because it doesnt pay to be good. In this realistic world, who dont think for themselves first? I admit, Im selfish, Im self centered. But sorry, thats how it is. I thought I wouldnt screw myself by making that decision more than half a year ago, but now I realise I shouldnt have made that decision. Id rather I xin ku more than face the kinda situation like now. I thought poly would be fun & would make a lot of better friends. But I guess some of the people I meet are just.. y'know.

I wish I had bestie or bf's hug now. Or just someone to really talk to me.

Back alive!

My lappy is back just like brand new! :) The interface is a little different though. Not as nice as how it used to be because I kinda lost the recovery CD. Ive got so many things to buy back like my lappy's battery and the recovery CD (if it can even be bought).

I really need to do something to my life. I only know how to say but everytime dont do. I cant wake up everyday for school.. Prolly cause I lost the motivation due to some things/people. I miss my boyfriend. I miss jiahui too. Of course not forgetting denise cause it feels good after talking to her :)

My laptop has been brought to reformat. Thanks bernard.
No games no internet for me tonight. I miss my boyfriend so much.

2 years & 3 months coming.

Down.

I really would like to make a request to dear Singaporeans ah, to like move to the centre of the train cos not only YOU need to take the train ok? Like forever Im the only one stuck cant get in because of ________ people who just dont wanna move their golden legs. Move in will die? Its not like you wont get to come out if you stand in the middle. No need squeeze at the door.

If youre reading my blog & you dont like it, just scram. Got comments you can keep to yourself. No one will call you a mute if you dont speak.

That aside, a separate issue.
If you dont like me, tell me in my face. You dont have to mix personal feelings with work. Nobody would wanna screw each other up for _____ thats why I was fair to everybody but now I know, it doesnt pay to be good. Dont have to hypocrital & pretend to be good like nothing has happened before. Dont smile at me when youre actually cursing at me in your heart. Dont pretend to. Dont pretend infront of me. Weak shit.

Brrrrr

Distributed flyers today, with AUNTIES. & she was nagging & boasting about her kids. Uni, phone bills, allowances this & that. Rich so? $48 in 8 hours. They didnt even deduct the 1 hour we took away for lunch. Very hot, very sian & those people were so dao they dont want the flyers. :(

Ask darling out he dont want. Last 2 weeks we met almost everyday except for 1. Why? Cos his internet was down. Internet down, ask him come my place he straightaway agree. Internet down, ask him go kap with him he straightaway agree. Internet down, ask him go out he straightaway agree. BUT internet back, ask him come my place he "huh", ask him go out he gimme the same old excuse "i today dont feel like going out" and why? Cos got internet. Got internet = got game. Doh.