20 Years in a
Quagmire
by Genny G.
Once upon a time the Department of Highways ran a
freeway through my friend's house. They blitzed her neighbourhood,
bulldozed the gardens, ploughed under the homes and in their place left
a vast wasteland of twisted metal, broken concrete, acres of mud, rubble
piled into infinity, soaking into a quagmire in the winter rains. This
sprawling monument to annihilation gained the name The Destruction Zone,
and the only way around it was through it.
Saturday track team fixed gear ride, a grey, rainy
winter's morning: ahead of me the paceline moves smoothly as we cross
the low barrier of broken concrete that ends what was once a street and
begins what is now a bog. Each rider in turn lofts his front wheel,
their pedals hop as they post, arc over center, the back wheel drops
into the mud with a soft slap, then the next rider lofts, skips, posts,
slaps, then the next - a giant caterpillar rippling foward. Now it's my
turn over the barrier. I'm a newbie fixed gear rider and anxious to
improve my skills, and there's an unnervingly handsome Cat II Wonder
rides behind me in the line.
I squint down at my front wheel, my very skinny front
wheel, at its little wake as it ploughs a fine groove through the greasy
wash. There's the jagged lip of concrete before me. I swallow hard,
bounce on the pedals and lift the handlebars, gallop over the barrier
and feel the rear wheel smack satisfyingly onto the dirt. Slap-slap, the
rider behind me matter of factly follows me across. The clown who showed
up with a stick covered with duct tape for a mudguard has been banished
to the back of the line, but he has already fouled several of us, and
with the constant drizzle I can barely see through my fogged up, dirt
smeared goggles. The line snakes sinuously over sunken rocks and broken
brick, then contracts tightly as it threads though pairs of makeshift
bollards that to my rain-bleared eyes ripple like they're underwater.
Suddenly two of them seem to become one - I nervously rear, my wheel
slides sideways and behind me I hear a dismayed grunt. I babble
distracted apologies to the wonder-man (Oh gawd, I am the merest
insect...) flop onto the saddle and bang on the pedals with my heels
trying to get going again. Too freaked out to get my shoes into the
clips, I flat foot it gracelessly back into the paceline, my cachet, if
I ever had any, irretrievably ruined.
There's an eerie majesty to the gigantic pylons which
we're now approaching. The highway they will support is still unbuilt,
and they soar upward gathering every particle of watery sunlight until
they seem to glow even in the drizzle, the only brightness against a
brown landscape and a heavy sky. With the passage into their massive
shadow comes a deeper thicker mud that suckles our wheels. The road,
deduced rather than seen, narrows to a path winding between silent
earthmoving equipment, piles of concrete barriers, rolls of cyclone
fence. The pack chatter falls silent, we tiptoe like children creeping
into an alien world with only the sibilent lushing of tires through soft
dirt. I'm becoming hypnotized - the endless mud, the feeling of floating
irresistably through the debris, the fixed gear like a gyroscope.
The violent farting hiss that rips through stillness
followed by a loud oath makes me jump - Roberto has somehow shredded his
rear clincher on a shard of metal lurking in the bog - his wheel bleeds
mud as he holds it up - I look down at his feet and see they've sunk to
their insteps, but Berto doesn't care - he's dead in the water, 20 miles
from home. Ten thoughtful minutes later we ride on, Berto with a
teammate's spare tubular stretched onto his rim. The burly sprinter who
has pumped it up to absurd hardness with a handpump is certain that
it'll just say on by sheer pressure and leftover glue. Everyone else
nods sagely. Berto is sure he's going to roll the tyre, the mud-trolls
will seize his wheel, he'll run over another shard and the absurd air
pressure will explode, blowing him into one of the tumbled concrete
barriers that litter the side of the track. He hates the mud. I can't
shake the hypnotic, otherworldly feeling, even our voices dim and small
in this vastness. In the distance, against the leaden sky, great cranes,
like the machines of invasion, sit idle.
One day, at the beginning of my riding career, Captain
Rolf Nesland rammed a barge into a homely little bridge over a waterway
that separated a large neighbourhood called "West Seattle" from the rest
of the city, busting the old bridge and forcing everyone to find some
other way to try to get into town while there slowly rose in its place a
futuristic behemoth of a high rise span. A miscellany of streets,
abandoned buildings and empty lots is razed to the dirt, and by the time
first pier that the bridge will rest on rises upward, the area for
blocks around is a chaos of mud, rubble, machinery, ramparts and
redoubts, all transected with dirt paths which hump over the disturbed
earth and wander off through and around small lakes of muddy water. This
is a project with no fences, a giant's playground. There is still a way
to cross the waterway on the old bridge by bicycle, and the shortcut is
through the staging site - the great dirty backwash among the old bridge
stanchions filled with equipment and access fire lanes whilst the work
hurries forward around the piers by the water. Few people are back here,
there are no "forbidden" signs, no signs at all save for a few tacked up
on an odd telephone pole or taped to a traffic cone: "Bike Path to
Bridge". They lead across a rumbling mixture of rocks and mud that
wanders aimlessly through the old stanchions before you finally gain the
stairway up onto the old bridge deck itself, your bike on your shoulder.
The Seattle commuter is a hardy beast who barely turns a hair at
slopping through these paths getting to and from work, and the dirt is
heavily carved with tire tracks.
On Sunday the site is silent, and now it's possible to
venture off the route to explore the little paths that wind around the
stanchions, ride over the undulating ridges carved up by wheels the
height of a man, crash through huge puddles of water up even to the
building piers, massive square structures surrounded by piles of
barricades, ladders, masses of wood covered with bright blue tarpaulins.
The pier is approached by grunting up and down broad, undulating
trenches littered with old lifesavers and and miscellaneous junk dredged
up from the waterway. The urban trialsin riders dance across the tumbled
concrete and perform magic on temporary structures piled up out of old
wood palates and abandoned cable spools. They wave as I ride by, the
thumbs go up when they see the fixed gear. It's worth it just to ride
down here early on a Sunday, play in the dirt and then watch these guys
work on their increasingly elaborate structures. It's a temporary world,
this big playground, shifting and changing as the piers are built, then
the high span is reared over them, but like all of these sites it's
ephemeral - it will soon be gone, to be replaced by another world - the
one beneath the massive shadow of a bridge, earth and stone abandoned to
itself, and another adventure.
In 1988, tunnel boring machines ate their way through
downtown Seattle - 1.3 miles of sheer destruction as the city
regurgitated its guts to lie in massive ramparts of pulverized stone and
concrete, digging deep to build the transit tunnel. A brown pall of dust
swags in clouds, the sidewalks are no more than a web of vertiginous
catwalks over massive gaping pits; the sound of brawling earthmovers,
juddering drills and the deep roar of heavy machinery is deafening.
Downtown Seattle is built on another Seattle, one that burnt 100 years
ago and which still exists somewhere below. That which is not
honeycombed with buried foundations, subterranean streets, abandoned
storefronts still somehow existing in the darkness, is built on the
sawdust landfill. The city is prone to earthquakes. Work goes on
slowly.
Long since my fixed gear has been shod in wide, heavy
tri-cross tires, pressure no more than 80 PSI, and I cough and snort in
the gritty air as I grind through my rounds, wheels grumbling nervously
over sheets of plywood, slithering over enormous metal plates that will
turn into death traps at the first touch of rain. I squeeze my way
through rows and rows of traffic cones - narrow little pathways of silt
and gravel. The streets, once broken, quickly disintegrate. Great chunks
of buckled asphalt shift like ice floes, lane-sized potholes where my
wheels hit the 19th century red brick unearthed from 70 years of
acretted asphalt and rock, where they scramble over piles of tar and
gravel. I arrive home every day covered with black dust.
Work halts at dusk, and at night, the hurrying crowds
gone, the machinery silent, the area assumes a post-apocalyptic feel of
the world after the final battle - catwalks built by the few survivors
that flit through the darkened streets. Now I can hear the rackling
noise of my tires rolling through the grit, riding along the catwalks,
creeping through the safety cones. In the glow of a streetlight I watch
a small group of cyclists cross my field of vision, hop onto another
catwalk and disappear behind the mighty bulk of a tunneling machine.
>From the dimness a police officer appears. "Good evening!" I speak
first. He nods, squints at me, notes the old beat up fixed gear,
realizes that I'm female (supposedly harmless?) and civil. He smiles.
"Nice night. Watch out for those pits, though - we've had to pull a
couple of people out already that got under the barricades." He fades
back into the dark hulk of a half-demolished building. In five hours
this strange blighted place will wake up and fill with noise and people
again. In six hours I will be one of them, squeezing through the
hopelessly snarled traffic, over piles of crumbling asphalt, potholes,
running along catwalks too crowded to ride. I regretfully leave the
nightworld and head homeward.
I have a choice of routes on my way home from work. I
can either tamely ride along the city streets, or I can cut through The
Park. This is no ordinary park but a world class zoo made up of a
collection of habitats, a genius concept that somehow has made a
wildlife sanctuary in the heart of an old neighbourhood, spreading out
into a parkland criss-crossed with a series of trails. Behind the zoo,
along its the perimeter, is a narrow, rocky and in places crumbling
footpath, worn in by locals taking a shortcut away from the grind of the
traffic.
I hop off the street over the old, broken kerb that
borders the park and start down the rutted path toward the zoo, posting
over the roots, weaving through the trees, heading toward the zoo
perimeter trail, the very narrow trail between the zoo's cyclone fence
and a steep drop-off down to a ravine. It is a deceptive trail, harder
than it looks, and I trot daintly along, sometimes with no more
clearance than my left elbow brushing against the cyclone fence on one
side, sheer air and a ravine on the other. "Hoooo Hooooooooo Hoooo!" The
peacocks' cry echoes through the woods, "Ooooo? Oooooo?" below me
there's the constant swush-swush of traffic on the highway at the bottom
of the ravine. As I pass the pungent elephant house, one of the massive
animals is strolling quietly up the hill, shaking its ears.
The trail ends in a T, I can either grunt up a steep,
crumbling and very narrow pitch and stay along the edge of the zoo, or I
can go the other way, where the trail skitters down onto the street and
through an underpass toward the park. I elect to take this route,
jumping off the curb and a moment later ride into the park itself, with
its steep, swooping trails that undulate through the trees and dive down
into ravines and back up again. It's cross season and today the trails
are abloom with men and women training - figures shouldering bikes
galloping in lines, disappearing into the woods and then reappearing at
a sprint. These trails are not for the those prone to vertigo: once
having shouldered the bike up one steep hill, so steep that you think
you'll rip your cleats out struggling up, you may find that it's only a
few pedal strokes before you feel like you've fallen off the edge of the
earth - lock up your rear wheel and you go sideways...shift wrong on
your saddle and you topple base over apex down a very long and steep
drop.
"FOOLS! Do you want to live forever?" Someone bellows
encouragingly from the trees and I see three riders burst forth and
topple over the washed out hillside, committed to the end. Someone is
screaming. I can barely look... but, miraculously, there are three
bright jerseys below, upright, still riding, and disappearing into the
woods.
The oldest bike trail in Seattle was built in the last
century - a wide, gracious way through the trees, once a road surface,
now long since deteriorated, slowly, inexorably being overcome by
nature, turning into a rumpled mixture of concrete bits and swathes of
dirt, pebbles and branches. A hundred years ago it was a bustling
promonade where one went to be seen awheel. Old photographs show swarms
of penny-farthings, safety bikes, men and women dressed in the finest of
the day riding through a quiet Sunday's afternoon. In that time before
the automobile overran everything, the great attraction of this place
was its treesy, quiet setting rather than the absence of cars - a
setting eminently suitable for riding two by two and chatting, tipping
one's hat at the ladies, smiling at the gallant fellow on the high
wheel... Now it's a half-forgotten interlude in a crowded neighbourhood,
a shortcut between lung busting hills and one of most pleasant fixed
gear dallies in the city. I reach it on my daily commute after coming up
a series of hills and then sprinting along a busy street, still going
uphill. I am no great climber and by the time I pull off the street and
head toward this magic little place, my heart is ready to explode.
A smooth winding climb, then suddenly it appears - off
to the right, an archway of trees and a large, wonderful sign forbidding
motorized traffic. I ride through the bollards and feel my wheels
grumbling onto the dirt - the pitch is slightly upward the way I go,
perfect for my 64" gear, and the way winds broadly through a bank of
trees - on one side is the shoulder of the hill the path winds round, on
the other a view through the trees over the neighbourhood below.
Very little happens here - the leaves that heap up in
the fall and wash into sludge in the winter rains, the spring trees
quietly budding, are the only indications that time passes at all. A
little mob of kids on bikes and running dogs passes me going the other
way, far in their wake two adults puffing determinedly along. On a long
section of the path the tree roots have risen though the dirt, and it's
fun to ride over the puckered earth and concrete in a strange sitting
run, my bum hovering over the saddle, levering the bike while my legs
turn. Once in a while we have an autumn where the rains hold off long
enough so the leaves aren't beaten off the trees, and they are brilliant
here. No matter how tired I am, I am refreshed by riding through this
way. Those old bikes once upon a time in this path's glory days were
fixed gears, too, and I feel like this old, half-abandoned, half-
forgotten path might be glad to see me.
Early on a grey, mizzling morning a half dozen bike
riders gather on a little, flat beach on an island in the middle of
enormous Lake Washington. They ride a miscellaneous collection of
machines: trials bikes, mountainbikes, a fixed gear with fat cross
tires on it. This is one particular place - one specific, particular
place where the lake bottom is good and firm and free of the tendril-
like and entangling milfoil. The group saddles up and starts off...into
the brown, dark water. They descend hub deep, following the ride leader,
further until the water laps over the tops of their tires.... The fixed
gear rider struggles - too high a gear, tires too skinny, sinking into
the mud, but pushes downward past full hub submergence, yet deeper, a
few more inches, legs rising and descending with gulping splashes, until
the wheel finally sinks into the murky water. The bike ploughs forward -
it's arduous work, pushing through the mighty pressure of tons of water,
like battling through a vat of molasses. The ride leader's trials bike
is completely submerged...nothing but handlebars, his legs churning
invisibly below, torso gliding along the water, followed like a mama
duck by the rest of the riders in a small cluster. We move slowly along,
following the twisting beach. Rounding one tiny point we come upon a
couple of guys pushing their fishing boat into the water.
"Good morning!" we call, all of us cheerful, some
breathless.
They look up and nod. "Morning!" If they're startled at
seeing six bike riders trolling past in the water, by damn they are not
going to show it, and we pass quietly on. I hear the boat shussing into
the water behind me. Maybe they're underwater riders, too.
This is my first time with the underwater ride crew, a
group of regulars who ride different lakes and ponds in the area, and
I'm getting the hang of it - like riding over slippery gravel, riding a
lake bed requires constant and steady speed - if you break your rhythm,
slow in any way, hesitate, the water takes over and you lose control.
Stay in control, and there's the reward of a strange, oozing forward
progress that's impossible to duplicate on land. But the hard pressure
of the water feels like I'm riding up an endless, very steep grade, and
it becomes harder and harder to keep my line as the ride lengthens.
As I've grown more tired, I've unconsciously drifted up
toward the beach, up to hub deep , and seeing my friends still deeply
submerged, I feel stupid and weak. The lake bed remains firm, but the
mud sucks and grabs at my wheels - twice my left foot slips off my BMX
pedal and I catch myself in the gloopy slime. I nearly give up and ride
out of the water onto the little dirt path bordering the lake, but then
I see that my mates further down in the water are also ploughing,
straining forward, the speed is picking up and I see the lead rider
wave. I realize we're nearing journey's end, another tiny spit where
several more friends, dryshod, wait on their bikes, cheering us in. I
descend further - I don't want to spoil our grand entrance, the sight of
the six of us arriving in a triumphant pack... but it's too much. At the
point to where the water finally laps over my wheel, I slow fatally -
the water stops me - both feet slide off my pedals and in slow motion I
feel the bike slip out from under me, in those long seconds, minutes,
hours between the stirrup and the ground I turn my head to be confronted
by the brownish green water, turgid and muddy, and I close my eyes.
Another Saturday morning fixed gear ride - pouring rain,
a hard wind. We stand in a thoughtful group. We have been on our usual
route, clipping along, and have come up against a unexpected obstacle -
a cyclone fence right across the path along a river slough. The water
cascades off our helmets as we look up at this tall fence and try to
figure out a way around. Finally Al, agile as a monkey, clambers up
clang... clang... clang... delicately vaults over the spikey top,
rattles down the other side and jogs off.
"There's a huge hole over here!" We hear his voice.
"But it's rideable." He comes jogging back, his cleats making snocking
noises. "We can get the bikes over the fence and if you can't ride, just
run through..."
We pass the bikes over the fence to Al and one of the
other guys who's also gone across, then the rest of us climb over.
"Sixty-five years old and I can't believe I'm still doing stuff like
this..." The elder member of the team mutters as he hauls himself over
the fence with commendable ease and down to the other side. With old
fashioned courtesy he waits at the fence to assist the only two women on
the ride to climb over - even though I'm perfectly agile, I still take
pleasure in laying my hand in his and allowing him to hand me down the
last step from the fence. It's obvious it gives him pleasure, too, and
we smile at one another as we climb onto our bikes and start off toward
the Hole. And then stop short. In the endless rains of a very wet winter
the road surface has collapsed into a big, rocky pit filled with slabs
of asphalt. But one of the guys is a master trials rider - he points
his fixed gear toward the smoothest side of the crater, jumps onto his
pedals, hovers and dives forward - his weight far back as the tires
plough into the wet dirt downward into the pit, then he stops, hovers
again, hops once to sort his pedals, and with a massive, heavy grunt,
head and shoulders nearly meeting the handlebars, he throws his weight
onto the pedals - jerk... jerk... jerk... the bike moves grudgingly
forward. We watch breathlessly. He stalls just before the lip of the
asphalt at the edge of the pit. "Give it load, Johnny!" I shout
frantically, and he suddenly vaults onto the surface again. Cheering, we
dive in - a few running, shouldering their bikes, one pushes. I climb
aboard mine, but make it no more than halfway before my less than
masterly skills causes me to slide sideways, still upright until I end
up in a small heap at the bottom of the pit. Frowning and covered with
dirt and gribble, I climb to my feet and follow my friends up over the
top.
The next week we're back at that pit, the trials rider
and I. We note with satisfaction that the hole has accreted around
itself a very nice site filled with rocks and more busted asphalt, not
to mention traffic cones, to remain meticulously untouched, but ridden
around in a twisty, turny little course. The place is deserted, it's the
day off for the road crew, and most people would turn around and go
another way rather than climb that fence. We work around the traffic
cones for a while, jump though the piles of rubble, then approach the
edge of the pit. I have to learn to "clean" this today, learn that set
of reflexes, make that series of split-second decisions, that will
conquer this, because next week, in the ephemeral nature of construction
sites, it will be gone.
I just moved out of Seattle, out of the city limits, for
the first time in 32 years. A little freaky, being out here, with a
long, if convenient, bike commute into town. But there's a huge
overgrown park nearby with a lot of trails. And down the hill they're
rebuilding the road - another construction site with no fences. Time to
go riding.
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